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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
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the sky looks kinda dark. looks like its going to rain. i think they are feeling for me. im not feeling gloomy. just a bit down. dreading the days lah... so not in the mood.
yesterday met him. it was not planned. just decided to meet him. eventhough we met me on friday, we still wanted to meet. not complaining though. later when he's off to taiwan cant meet already. hmmm... 5 more days. so so sad... |
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| her teardrops...4:30 PM |
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| Saturday, January 28, 2006 |
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yest went to his family's bbq at east coast. had fun. there was a lot of teasing and joking around. and of course the food... funny incident about the food. his sister ordered food and when it came, it seem only a small amount and they were like complaining that they were cheated and all... they wanted to take pictures lah, want to call up the company lah...so funny. then the food cannot finish. haha.. merepek seh diorang smua. but it was really fun. so here's the thing:
his 13yr old cousin came too. and she's about the same height as me. and she thinks im 17 years old! and she stands beside me and compares our height! haha... and she make me feel depressed about my height! ok lah, the age part its ok. i get that a lot. people think im still in secondary school seh. how can be that bad right? haha... but kinda getting used to it. and when i go out with him, people think im his younger sister! haha... its ok. better to look young then old right? haha...
im beginning to dread the coming days. one more week and he's going off... 3 weeks. only. its short right? 21 days will go off very fast right? ya ya, consoling myself... |
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| her teardrops...1:59 PM |
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| i have a new watch! and its orange!!! |
| Thursday, January 26, 2006 |
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these past two days have been hectic. busy with dunno what. haha. so here's what happened.
tuesday 24th january 2006
had a super long day in school. 10-6pm. so its like 8 straight hours with no breaks. it was so tiring and i was hungry most of the times. haha. my stomach was making noises. ran here and there for the different tutorial and lecture venues. thought i would never make through the day. haha. so looks like my tuesdays for odd weeks will be spent like this. well, its ok. kinda like tuesdays cos of my deviance lecture. the information exchanged during the lecture was just superb. i was intrigued with the 'symbolic assailant' thing that we have. i just realised that it is so true. we already have a picture of what an assailant would lok like without us even realising it. so cool right? i love the lectures but im kinda dreading the readings. haha. who likes readings right?! haha...
i bought a new handphone cover. cannot make it lah the old one. haha. everyone's been telling me to change it. just that i dun wish to. haha. but have to also lah in the end. haha. stupid me. anyway, it's black in colour. went back home and i was so tired. slept early. too tired to open my eyes.
Wednesday, 25th January 2006
was woken up by my mum asking me to go to the market with her to buy prawns, yep, prawns for the bbq. by the time everything was done it was already late afternoon. reached home at 1pm. then my mum asked me to go library and to make a new ezlink card for my sister. my dear sister lost her ezlink. and we had to pay $19 for the new one! wah...make money ah. then was walking through the market and i saw this orange watch and i totally love it so what else ah, buy! haha... then i bought earrings! i just love collecting earrings and i have so many of it. sometimes ah i late for school just because im choosing which earrings to wear! haha... ouh, also bought a new pair of contact lense. and its blue in colour! dunno how i will look like with blue eyes. just trying and if it goes wrong, then thats it man...haha. so u see, i spent a lot of money. mentang2 dpt pocket money kan... haha. ok, cant spend anymore money already ah. haha.
reached home at abt 7 plus. watched american idol. this people so thick skin man. haha. well, its for good entertainment. after it ended i watched 'mencari mimpi'. dean finally talked to shikin ah. that guy is one egoistical man but its funny lah. i wonder how the drama will end. three more episodes so its a must watch. coryn got kicked out of america next top model. this season lots of bitching going on. it was like catfight catfight! girls will be girls i guess. haha. and my mum bought the movie 'Shutter', the thai horror movie. i really like the movie ah. watched it sometime back at the movies with my friend. so i had to watch it with my mum again. action only not scared but in the end she made me watched it with her. i was already like so sleepy ah. but mak nyer pasal everything goes ah. haha.
thursday 26th january 2006
so here i am today in the school library. printing my notes. by the way, my $1 was swallowed by the can machine!!! and there goes my money. win's $1 was swallowed first. then thinking that inserting another coin will push it in. but of course none of that happened and it swallowed both our $1s and caca's 10cents! haha. no drinks but it took our money! haiz... anyway, had a good chat with win while waiting for caca. see, when girls starts to talk, it can go on for hours. but it wasnt talking cock ok. it was really a good and meaningful conversation. sharing about our pasts and dreams. actually, i was supposed to go for a dinner thing with him. but due to some dunno what, it was cancelled. so i might as well do my stuff in school, read notes and all. kind of bummed by that fact but cant do anything so just carry on with it ah. after this will head down to jurong east to collect my contact lense and its off to home. tomorrow i have no classes! haha. my timetable kinda ease during the later part of the week. no complaints except for the dreaded odd wk tuesdays. haha.
tomorrow will be going for a bbq. his family bbq. wonder how it will turn out. well, just go and have fun i suppose. haha... ok then till then...
the watch!!! orange. cool!!! |
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| her teardrops...5:01 PM |
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| tired. kuih tarts. something on the mind. manchester united wins!!! |
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had a long day in school and tomorrow will even be longer. 10-6 with no breaks! tu lah pandai sgt kan buat timetable. but its ok, i will make it through. haha. just now classes were ok except for the last lecture. i was bored to tears and i had trouble keeping my eyes open. it doesnt help that i did not have enough sleep. not complaining though. i was watching soccer and MANCHESTER UNITED WINS!!! haha... im so happy. can u see me grinning??? worth the loss time in sleep. haha...
tomorrow i have a chinese quiz. dictation. now, when was the last time i had a dictation? i think it was like 10 years ago? haha... and i dun think i can memorise all the strokes but i will just do my best and hopefully i will remember all those characters...
just now reached home at abt 5 plus. helped my mum make kuih tart. penat seh., mcm nak patah pinggang aku. but its ok. wednesday i no school so i can have a long rest. hehe. just look forward for the breaks.
am actually disappointed and angry abt something. but there is nothing i can do. its one of those unexpected things to happen. u plan wrong, u dun plan also wrong... haiz. sad but what to do, just carry on... not angry at him. i also dunno im angry with what. haiya, its ok. cheer up. its only a small thing. dont blow it up k. he also doesnt mean for it to happen. beyond our control. im fine. i will be fine. small thing.
ok, i think i will get some sleep. tomorrow will be along day and good luck to myself for the quiz. haha... |
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| her teardrops...11:00 PM |
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one year 12 months 48 weeks 365 days 8760 hours 525600 minutes 31536000 seconds
it stands still and it remains. happiness and sorrow. moments to cherish. a love to remember and it continues... |
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| her teardrops...10:55 PM |
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| whats happening to kids nowadays? |
| Saturday, January 21, 2006 |
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here i am at macdonalds. waiting for my sister to finish her class. 1 hour to go before her class ends. hmmm....looks like i'll be spending my saturday mornings like this...im so sleepy. and i think im having a stomachache. haha. will be meeting him later to celebrate a special day. actually the special day is tomorrow lah but he has to go back to camp so cant meet him tomorrow. its ok. it doesnt matter. at least we get to meet. will be watching memoirs of a geisha and im excited to see it. the trailer looks so great. and the reviews were mixed. anyway, anyhow i will decide for myself later... hehe
as im sitting here i see lots of things. although im surfing the net, i do take note of the surroundings. and what i see disturbs me a lot. there is this group of primary students. i know they are primary students cos they are wearing their uniform. and they are actually hanging out with a group of ite boys. ok, there is nothing wrong with hangng around with friends. i also hang out. but here's the thing, they are cursing out loud, talking as if they are deaf and the best they are smoking! they ae only primary students. and they are in their uniforms! i really wonder what is happening to them. what's their mindset? im not that old. when i was in primary school i dont smoke and even now i dont smoke. i hate ppl smoking. but look at this. primary students smoking. and im beginning to shudder cos my sister is in primary 4 and im worried she might turn out like them. if she does, im going to screw her upside down.
whats their mindset? do they actually believe that smoking is cool? oh thats so passe. and what the hell?! didnt they think of the consequences? they are going to die early and not only endanger their health but also others around. and after smoking, what is next? drugs?! one of my module is about social issues and juvenile deliquency is exactly one of them. i dont like smokers but doesnt mean that i discriminate them. after all, its their lives. but what bothers me is that they are so young. at the most they are only 12 years old. and what would they do next? haiz...
i really hope they wise up and stop smoking. think before they do anything. one bad mistake can affect your lives. its never to late to turn over a new leaf. but it must begin somewhere. it must. |
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| her teardrops...9:25 AM |
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spent the whole day at home. managed to practise writing some chinese characters. im beginning to wonder how in the world will i remember all of those characters... so many strokes. haha... i tried to read my soci textbook...and ya, u guessed it, i closed the book after 5 minutes... im so dead. well, at least i tried right? hehe. tutorials going to start this coming wk and im so not looking forward to it. i am hoping that i will get a good class. please dont let it be boring...anyway, i came across this short story. i think its really sweet. enjoy...
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.
He said no.
She asked him if he likes her.
He said no.
And then she asked him if she were to leave would he cry.
And once again he said no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her and said…
You’re not pretty, you’re beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever. I need to be with you forever.
I don’t like you, I love you.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away, I would die. |
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| her teardrops...11:25 PM |
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| Thursday, January 19, 2006 |
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ya ya. i changed my skin again. seems like i have so much time right? dont know why thesedays i dun seem to have the mood to read my thick thick readings... well, i do read them. its just that after 10-20 minutes, the eyes will close by itself. like automatic like that. haha.... anyway, i like this skin a lot. thanks to the guy who designed this. hopefully my hand will not itch and change the skin again. haha. actually i think right, i wont change it already for now. got to really start hitting the books. school has started for 2 weeks already so i have to get the engine running. haha...
anyway, i am happy today. he fetch me at school. hehe. its been quite some time since he fetch me so its really nice. its that feeling that someone is waiting for you kind of thing. haha. and he kept his word. he wore the PINK winnie the pooh shirt that i bought for him! and i was wearing it too. i think we look cute. but i know he seems uncomfortable with the PINK and of course with winnie the pooh. LOL. but it was really sweet of him to still wear it just for me. hehe. thank u... went to eat with him and showed him the vespa shirts i bought. i hope he likes it. eh, he likes it. haha. cant wait to watch memoirs of a geisha with him this saturday.
in school today i had my first chinese tutorial class and the teacher cannot lah... i kept losing my focus and for some minutes i actually switched off. i hope she will not be my permanent tutor... even the others had the same problem so we are hoping we will not get her. its not that she is bad or anything. she is capable but just that cannot lah...know what i mean? tomorrow, i have no classes. and no classes means no school on fridays!!! haha... i have my timetable done for this semester oreadi. it seems funny but it will be ok i think... anyway, wish me luck for this semester and hopefully nothing bad will happen. hehe...
this is a picture of us in pink. its not clear though but its for memories sake. i think that will be the first and last time he is putting on the pink! hehe... |
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Wednesday, January 18, 2006 |
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hehe. i know i changed my skin yesterday but the more i look at it, the more i feel its too cute. haha. not that i dun like but its just too cute and...white? haha. anyway, i still prefer this skin. so to whoever that create it, thank you.
was practising writing chinese characters and now my head in in a whirl. haha. even the way i speak now got a chinese slang. haha... yesh, win..."wo kakakaka". hahahaha. yesterday i had my deviance lecture and i really like it. my brain feel very squeezed up now. too much information. haha. but well, its never too full.
by the way, i bought kelvin's cd. the blind chinese superstar. and i must say he has a nice voice and although i dont understand most of the songs, i will soon...haha. now that im learning chinese, i think i might be able to understand at least 50% of it...
cant wait for the weekend to come. *winks* |
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| her teardrops...3:40 PM |
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| Tuesday, January 17, 2006 |
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had a long day in school today. and it will be even longer when tutorials start. well, like i always said, you got to do what you got to do. i bought two vespa shirts today and it made me happy. haha. i have been searching for vespa's shirts since like dunno when... haha. and i finally found it. although im like really broke, i still bought it cos the bazaar will close soon and i will miss the opportunity to get it. i bought a black one for syg and a red one for myself.
and i feel exceptionally happy these days cos this sunday will be my one year anniversary with syg. hehe. but there is still the thought that he is leaving for taiwan like real soon and im so not looking forward to it. im in that denial mode you know. haha...ok, i will remain in that mode for now. when the time comes than we shall talk about it.
tomorrow no school!!! haha... i have no lessons cos no tutorials...yeh...will stay at home and rest. its that time of the month also so all the better. hehe... but i have a lot of readings to do. so tomorrow will study and read all those articles and thick books. damn. so not looking forward to it. haha...
ok lah. will stop here. do some readings and layan my parents. they like so many stories to tell me... |
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| her teardrops...9:22 PM |
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the topic for one of my lecture today was that the environment plays a part in causing the social problems in the world. and i was thinking. the individual plays a part too. she also agreed to that as she said that it is liked a 'mixed-up' kid. both the environment and the individual themselves plays a part in causing the social issues in the world today.
always, we seem to be blaming the family, the situation and all other sthings around ourselves. but shouldnt we stop to think that the individual, that means, u and i should be blamed too? we should be responsible enough to determine our own life. but then again, i dont deny that fate determines it too or like what my lecturer says "life chances". so really? what's the deal? |
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| her teardrops...8:15 PM |
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yesterday met syg and we went to celebrate his birthday...went to watch a movie at westmall. we watched 'the heirloom'. a chinese ghost story. not bad. i dont find it scary. it was more suspense then scary i feel. the story was aboutthis rich family who kept a 'child ghost' to get rich. and one day the generations all killed themselves by hanging at themselves at their mansion. then came along this man, who inherited the house after 20 years. strange things starts to happen and the story goes on and on lah. u get the drift ah. hehe...
after watching the movie, we went to fish and co at jp to eat. it was my first time eating there and it was not bad. below is the picture of the seafood platter that we ordered. 
after eating we walked around and he bought for me the milkshake from billy bombers. OooOOooo so nice and so fattening... haha. gave him the present i bought. can finally say what i bought for him. hehe. i bought a billabong wallet. he seemed to like it. haha. i think he does. his old wallet like a bit old and torn here and there so its time for a change of wallet. reached home at abt 10. so tiring. dah klua baru penat. masa klua tak penat ah. hehe... hmmm... so here i am writing this entry. mum and dad at werk and im at hoem with my lil sister. done my housework and taking sometime off to surf the net. tomorrow have school. aiyah...haha. its really back to the books man. never mind. i shall persevere. i want that piece of paper called degree. haha... wokie. so long. im out... |
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| her teardrops...3:15 PM |
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| Saturday, January 14, 2006 |
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im now at mcdonalds. waiting for my sister to finish her religious class. sent her at 8am and she will finish her class at 10.15. so no point if i were to go home cos i will still have to fetch her. and i know if i were to go home, i will probably fall asleep again. hehe.... then no one will fetch her and i'll be dead! haha...
actually me so sleepy seh. later in the afternoon will be meeting syg. want to celebrate his birthday. hope he likes the present i got for him. well, even if he dun like he still has to use i. haha...
i got a weird call from some guy who claimed he knows me and that i passed him my number. well, how i can i passed my number to some guy? i have a boyfriend! why would i do that? and...im not the kind of girl who passed my numbers around! if someone i playing a prank, ok you got me worried. so stop playing this stupid prank. i cant be bothered. so get out!
ok, will have to stop now. need to fetch my sister. so long...will update later. (",) |
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| her teardrops...9:45 AM |
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im in school now. had to print some lecture notes... and at the same time collect my chinese books. still cant believe im learning chinese. but its ok. for the fun of it. hehe...
hmmm....today is friday, the 13th! and guess what...its syg's birthday also! haha. happy birthday syg! 22 years old already. is that old? hmmm...not really lah. still young. he's feeling down cos he has to work today and that his family going off to thailand for a short holiday, so he's left alone. not really alone lah cos his brother is not going. its ok k syg. tomorrow we shall celebrate your birthday... cheer up k! (",)
there is finally sunshine today. at least it did not rained up till now. hehe. hopefully it will not rain later. i want to wear skirt. its been quite some time since i wore a skirt. the rain makes it not right to wear it. haha.
wokie, will stop here. nothing much to say. except...i love all of you. haha... |
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| her teardrops...12:25 PM |
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| Wednesday, January 11, 2006 |
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had a frustrating day. i dont know why but i was most of the times pissed either with people around me or myself for that matter. it started off with a bad morning. it was like a sign teling me, "ok, you are in for a damn bad day". and oh, yes i was...
i left home at 7am to go for my first chinese lecture class which was starting at 8am. i needed to meet caca and the rest at 730 at clementi. i am early and i will definitely be on time for the class. i reached the bus stop at 7 and the buss arrived at 730!. how the heck am i going to reach clementi on time and even for the chinese lecture! if the bus was late for 15 minutes, i can understand. it happens. but to arrive a damn 30 minutes late is no excuse and the bus arrived in 3s! so obviously the bus people got it wrong. there were so many people at my bus stop... syg msged me and he told me to cool down, dont be moody-moody. felt bad that i kind of vent my anger on him. eh, a bit only lah. anyway, ya. i was late for 20 minutes. its the first lecture and so embarrasing. but then again caca and the rest also late. haha.
the lecture went well. quite gerek ah. learning all those different tones and chinese characters. but i think its too consuming. so many things to learn. my brain like stuck a bit now. haha. i even learnt a chinese tongue twister! cool right??? haha... so that at least brighten up my day... after that went to eat with caca and the rest then decided to play pool for awhile. still all was well... then at mac, there were so many people queing to go to the toilet. see, i had to wait again... haha. well, its one of the days that you have to wait...
had to meet my mum at jurong point cos she wants to get some stuff and return library books. and she said 2.30. but you know what time she arrived? 3.15! so there i was waiting again... wah,i can faint like this seh... haha. i thought ok, thats the last time i would have to wait. i bought some cosmetics and guess what? i had to wait again to pay for the stuff! wah...see, wait again!
dun get me wrong. its not that im impatient. ok lah, maybe i am. but it happened for a whole day... so tired seh. haha. talking about waiting, i ahd my share of waiting. waitde for 2 years. then he was gone. met another one, thought it was him, but then it didnt work out but still i waited. but now, im no longer waiting. i have someone with me already. hehe. but regarding ________ (cant tell you), guess i have to wait. haha... but this one not complaining. its good to wait. its the most important decision in life. haha...
tomorrow have my japanese studies lecture. hope it will be fine. and i certainly hope i will not be waiting for another 30 minutes for the bus! haha... i will listen to what syg says, "dah nak terjadi, apa boleh buatkan". ok will listen to him. its ok. i can wait for the bus. stop here then. im tired. wokie, outz... |
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| her teardrops...9:57 PM |
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| Tuesday, January 10, 2006 |
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today is hari raya aidiladha!!! its a holiday!!! haha...
early morning was woken up by syg's call. he was at the mosque for prayers. talked to him for awhile and he said he was coming over to send some things. so it was a good start for the day. haha. get to see him again. saturday met him. yesterday met him and today also met him. but im not complaining. better meet him while we still can cos he later going off to taiwan... ok, wont talk about it. it will only make me sad. still have 3 weeks before he goes on 4th feb...
anyway, in the afternoon went to wak soh's house. met my cousin, yana there. she had a fall in her house bathroom last thursday and it was pretty bad. she was in a daze. there was a cut above her eye and she needed 5 stitches for it. im sure she is feeling awful. hopefully she get well soon... after staying an hour or so, went to my mak ngah's house pulak. got to eat! haha... a lot of food. met some of my other aunts over there too. catch up on stuff with them. then off we went to the last house which was my pak long's house. i love going to his house. you know why? cos there are big prawns to eat! haha...obviously i sat at the table not wanting to move. haha. buruk seh. but its not always i go to pak long's house. hehe. the prawns are just a bonus. haha.
reached home in the evening. and now im so tired. haha. but never too tired to type in an entry. haha. i want to have memories of my life. you only live once and when i grow old one day i want to have lots of memories. be it on the net, my diary and photos. i like to keep photos cos when i look at them, i am always reminded of the past. be it good or bad. haha.
ok, will stop here. want to watch tv and tomorrow its back to school..damn. well, like i have always said, you got to do what you got to do... haha. wokie, outz... |
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| her teardrops...7:56 PM |
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went to school today. first day of the new semester. i had 2 classes today. one was my soci module on social research and the other was about contemporary social issues in Singapore. both classes went well although i was so sleepy during the soci lecture. i was fighting hard to open my eyes...haha...
will be spending money again this semester to buy the textbooks. so expensive. but u got to do what you got to do... haven bought the book but will buy it soon. looks like will have to spend less this month. no buying of clothes for the month. for this month only. hehe.
when i got back home, my mum had already cooked a feast.love her lah...hehe... tomorrow;s hari raya haji so that explains why there's so much food. hehe. got ketupat! my favourite. somehow kalau takder ketupat cam tak best ah. hehe. u need the ketupat to up the mood a bit. hehe.
went to met syg for awhile just now. he came over to get the ketupat and some other dishes. he seemed to become darker. must be the long hours of standing under the sun... talked to him for awhile.
had a conversation with my friend just now. she was asking me how can some people survived without friends. hmmm... i actually have no idea. it is possible but life will definitely be lonely. so are friends really important? i was thinking about this on the way home from school. i feel that they have their purpose in each of our lives. some friends come and go. some stay and have a huge impact on our lives. but are they really necessary? to me, family is much more important then friends. i think the reason for this is obvious. i treasure the true friends and when you come to think of it the number of true friends as you grow older decreases. we dont really keep in touch with every single friend you have. some are just mere acquaintance...
well, all i can say is, its a funny and weird world out there. with care and concern, it will be filled with love...and...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!!! |
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| her teardrops...10:40 PM |
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| Saturday, January 07, 2006 |
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monday will be the first day of the new semester. its going to be a very busy and cramp semester. late April will be the final exams and by early May, its all over. im getting the jitters of starting school again. haha. but you got to do what you have to do so no point freting. just get it over and done with...
just now went to meet syg. went to eat satay at boon lay. not really nice but make do with it. i also got to eat mcflurry. haha. ice-cream always makes you smile. am i feeling better? i dont know. is the heart still beating? yes and no i guess but i will get out of this rut. i just need time and before i knew it, i will be fine again.
its been raining these days just like the heart. the heart is beating just that a part of it is still raining. just a small part is raining. only i know why but im not in the mood to explain or think of it in great detail. tired.
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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im just going to ramble on. all these thoughts in my head. non-existence. choices to be made. different choices leads to different outcomes. different thing. different voices. which to hear? which to follow?
sometimes the heart just stop beating. and when it stops you wonder. wonder what i ask? i have no answers. im dumb. emptiness follows after that. and im left clueless. wondering. wonder what happens next.
when it starts beating again, u feel wonderful. but then it stops. what does this mean? is it the end or is it the start of a new beginning? i have no idea. these days it seems blurred. no answers and im left alone again. i think i think too much? or is fear that compels me to think? and what is fear then? how do we get rid of it? there's no chance of it going away. it will reamin, they say. so we have to live with it? or do we fight it? and how do we fight it?
so what's the conclusion? im clueless yet again. maybe im going through these phase where i dunno what im feeling and where the heart just stops beating. i need to get out of this phase. i need to get on. i need to be back to my normal self. i am ok. im still the same. but sometimes, it just slips away and the heart stops beating.
maybe its just me. its just the mind playing games with me. make my heart beat again. make me feel again. |
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| her teardrops...5:50 AM |
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| Thursday, January 05, 2006 |
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| i dunno what im feeling. sometimes the heart just stop beating. |
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| her teardrops...8:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, January 04, 2006 |
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3rd January 2006: Girls Day Out
Suspects: Ina, Aslin, Caca, Ju and Fiza/Nisa
Last place sighted: Marina Square
Deadly activites: Eating @ Burger King, Bowling, Karaoke, Slacking @ TCC
we went bowling and we had a good time. cant believe that i actually went bowling. the last time i went was like super super long ago...haha. nampak sah itu bola masuk longkang... haha. but it was great.
after bowling, we decided to go for karaoke... yesh, u heard it right. karaoke! we all first timers go karaoke and i think we turn the place upside down seh. singing at the top of our lungs, dancing in the room like nobody's business and taking lots and lots of photos... haha. crazy right? there's actually a lot of good pictures but ina hasnt send the rest yet. so these is wat i have. will upload more later... after karaoke, we went to slack at TCC. the desserts were so delicious... but fattening ah. haha...wokie...enough of the outing. actually i just want to say this...
DAMN! SCHOOL'S STARTING!!! |
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| her teardrops...10:15 PM |
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after writing yesterday's entry, i had to help my mum bring down the curtains and clean the house. its one of those days where you have to clear the house... and i was so tired. haha. kemas rumah pun penat seh...weak seh minah...
well, today i went to jurong point with my mum and sistr. wanted to bring my sister out before school reopens for her. and the place was so crowded. i think everyone is still in the holiday mood. school reopens tomorrow for some students. my new term will also start 9 jan. and kinda not looking forward to it. haha. its ike you're at home for so long and to go back hitting the books. but you got to do what you got do...
im kinda sad and worried though. syg is not feeling well. he is hit by headaches. that time it was me, now him... he has a parade coming up and he is representing his company so its very important for him. so hopefully, he will be well in time for his parade. and his birthday also coming up...so i dont want him to be still sick...get well soon syg.
tomorrow i will be going out with the girls. we going to marina square. i dunno what we are going to do but it will be fun...especially when we are all crazy...haha. ok i will stop here. want to relax. aiyah...school starting... |
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| her teardrops...11:10 PM |
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the first post of the new year!!!
what's my 2006 resolution? hmmm... its funny when u think of it. we always have this habit of making resolutions but do we actually do it? i kind of dun want to have any resolutions because i never keep to it. haha. so i prefer to have wishes and hopes. yep, wishes and hopes. so what's my hopes and wishes? cant say lah...later wont come true.
a new year means we are older by a year. this year i will be 21. so old. i dont know if its normal but i feel scared that the years keep on coming. its like you're getting older and you never really know what is going to happen in the new year. but fear will always be there. so we have to go through it together and defeat the fear in us...
yesterday i went out with syg and had dinner with his sister. although the food not really tasty i did have a good time. well, im not a food favourite so no point talking about the food. it was so crowded at bugis. i bet it was the same at the other places. well, its new year's eve. when i reached home, i managed to catch the countdown show on tv. saw the fireworks on tv. its so beautiful. how i wished i was there to see it live. so far i managed to catchit live during national day only. so im going to watch the countdown fireworks later on this year... haha. still so far away. but then it will go before you know it just like 2005 did... haha.
wokie...im feeling tired and lazy. its time to slack infront of the tv. haha. better take the opportunity to slack before school start again...eh, but i still slack when school starts?! haha... outz... |
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| her teardrops...1:45 PM |
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