sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one

have faith, you.

her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

had a frustrating day. i dont know why but i was most of the times pissed either with people around me or myself for that matter. it started off with a bad morning. it was like a sign teling me, "ok, you are in for a damn bad day". and oh, yes i was... i left home at 7am to go for my first chinese lecture class which was starting at 8am. i needed to meet caca and the rest at 730 at clementi. i am early and i will definitely be on time for the class. i reached the bus stop at 7 and the buss arrived at 730!. how the heck am i going to reach clementi on time and even for the chinese lecture! if the bus was late for 15 minutes, i can understand. it happens. but to arrive a damn 30 minutes late is no excuse and the bus arrived in 3s! so obviously the bus people got it wrong. there were so many people at my bus stop... syg msged me and he told me to cool down, dont be moody-moody. felt bad that i kind of vent my anger on him. eh, a bit only lah. anyway, ya. i was late for 20 minutes. its the first lecture and so embarrasing. but then again caca and the rest also late. haha. the lecture went well. quite gerek ah. learning all those different tones and chinese characters. but i think its too consuming. so many things to learn. my brain like stuck a bit now. haha. i even learnt a chinese tongue twister! cool right??? haha... so that at least brighten up my day... after that went to eat with caca and the rest then decided to play pool for awhile. still all was well... then at mac, there were so many people queing to go to the toilet. see, i had to wait again... haha. well, its one of the days that you have to wait... had to meet my mum at jurong point cos she wants to get some stuff and return library books. and she said 2.30. but you know what time she arrived? 3.15! so there i was waiting again... wah,i can faint like this seh... haha. i thought ok, thats the last time i would have to wait. i bought some cosmetics and guess what? i had to wait again to pay for the stuff! wah...see, wait again! dun get me wrong. its not that im impatient. ok lah, maybe i am. but it happened for a whole day... so tired seh. haha. talking about waiting, i ahd my share of waiting. waitde for 2 years. then he was gone. met another one, thought it was him, but then it didnt work out but still i waited. but now, im no longer waiting. i have someone with me already. hehe. but regarding ________ (cant tell you), guess i have to wait. haha... but this one not complaining. its good to wait. its the most important decision in life. haha... tomorrow have my japanese studies lecture. hope it will be fine. and i certainly hope i will not be waiting for another 30 minutes for the bus! haha... i will listen to what syg says, "dah nak terjadi, apa boleh buatkan". ok will listen to him. its ok. i can wait for the bus. stop here then. im tired. wokie, outz...

her teardrops...9:57 PM

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