sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
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im just going to ramble on. all these thoughts in my head. non-existence. choices to be made. different choices leads to different outcomes. different thing. different voices. which to hear? which to follow?
sometimes the heart just stop beating. and when it stops you wonder. wonder what i ask? i have no answers. im dumb. emptiness follows after that. and im left clueless. wondering. wonder what happens next.
when it starts beating again, u feel wonderful. but then it stops. what does this mean? is it the end or is it the start of a new beginning? i have no idea. these days it seems blurred. no answers and im left alone again. i think i think too much? or is fear that compels me to think? and what is fear then? how do we get rid of it? there's no chance of it going away. it will reamin, they say. so we have to live with it? or do we fight it? and how do we fight it?
so what's the conclusion? im clueless yet again. maybe im going through these phase where i dunno what im feeling and where the heart just stops beating. i need to get out of this phase. i need to get on. i need to be back to my normal self. i am ok. im still the same. but sometimes, it just slips away and the heart stops beating.
maybe its just me. its just the mind playing games with me. make my heart beat again. make me feel again. |
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