sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
books. i love them. certain kind though. haha... |
Wednesday, February 01, 2006 |
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no mood to write these days...maybe its the dread that he is going off. i think i am such a weakling. haha. 3 weeks only yet cannot take it. but i will be fine. of course i will. kejam kelip dah pun 3 minggu kan. so no worries.. so what's up these days?
30th january 2006 holiday. their holiday. so why are they not going visiting or something? why are they flocking to the shopping centres when they should be visiting their relatives or 'swimming'? haiz...went to giant for the monthly grocery shopping. and i thought there wouldn't be much people cos they will be visiting but to my surprise they are the one lining up buying things? why give them holidays when they are not spending it well. of course lah, they have their right to celbrate it but it seems to defeat the purpose. nevermind, its a free world. anyway, my famliy still got what we wanted....
31st january 2006 holiday again. their holiday. so why are they not out visiting?! went to suntec with him to catch a movie. and guess what? there were no more tickets and ya, i know its a holiday so its going to be crowded but how can it be?! they are suppose to be visiting, spending time visiting their relatives! i just dont get it, they have 2 days. if it was us having 2 days we will be like so happy going visiting. haiz. so what did we do? we ended up going all the way back to clementi to catch the movie. and yep, u guessed it the theater was full with them. maybe they see it as a family outing eh. ok lah, can also. at least still spending time with their family. well, happy chinese new year. hehe. anyway, i had a great day with him. just spend time talking. we seem to talk a lot these days. maybe because later we will not be able to talk as much as now...
today woke up early. i had my first deviance tutorial. one of my favourite module this semester and i was glad the tutorial went out well. made some new friends. and went to the library after that to get some books for my deviance project. was planning to do on mixed marriages but there were not much information so i decided to change my topic to suicide. i have always been intriuged by suicide. the suicidal mind. what actually is going on in their mind.... so will get on with the topic and hopefully, i will be able to do a good job on it. the assignments are piling... damn. but good also, can spend the time while he is away to good use. keep myself occupied and all will be fine. books. i love reading actually. but of course, it must be interesting. some of the coursepack are quite interesting. but i prefer reading the hardcore kind of textbooks...
hmmm...tomorrow have school too. japanese lecture and social research tutorial. i hope this tutorial goes well like my deviance one. the lecture was boring and chances are the tutorial will be boring too but im hoping. hehe. and i will be meeting him again tomorrow. yep. meet him. yesh. meet him. haha... |
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her teardrops...7:40 PM |
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