sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
| Sunday, February 05, 2006 |
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ok. day one. first day he is off. hhmmm... my handphone is quiet. feels weird but it'll be fine. he messaged me at 2.35am saying he has reached taiwan and that its very cold there. im glad he is there safely but the weather thing makes me worried a bit. but i guess he will be fine cos he has his winter jacket and all.
i managed to sleep. i think i was tired from the tears. so i guess i will be fine. i woke up and busied myself. did the housework and ironed the clothes. managed to read some of my notes for tomorrow's lesson. going to school will help ease the mind i guess.
im pretty ok. i think the realisation that he is not here hasn't hit me yet... or maybe it did but im just pretending everything is the same. i guess i will just have to take each day at a time and hope time will pass by quickly. i can do this. its only 3 weeks. he'll back soon and everything will be back to normal.
its 5.30pm now. when night comes then it will be weird. weird not being able to message him. i hope i can sleep. and i think the only way for me to get some sleep is to tire myself out. when im tired it will be easier to fall asleep. im pretty tired now actually.
the mind is very funny. its like i kow its there but its not there. what am i writing? i have no idea. but if u get what i mean. ya...its like that. |
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