sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one

have faith, you.

her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..

the heart is heavy

Saturday, February 04, 2006

its 8.35 am. i have just sent my sister for her violin class. now im at macdonalds. just ate hotcakes but seems like i cant finish it...well, still have time before i go off to pick her up. so will try to finish it...didnt have a good sleep yesterday and i guess you all know why. kept on tossing and turning. got into bed at midnight but the last time i checked the time it was 4am. so i guess i fell asleep at that time and before i knew it, i was woken up. got to send my sister to school... haiz... hmmm... i had a good day with him yesterday. went to catch a movie. fun with dick and jane. hmmm...not really interesting. comedy but it doesnt seem to be logic to me. well, almost all comedies are nonscence anyway... went to many places yesterday with him. feels so short the time with him. maybe its because we both knew we wouldnt be seeing each other for the next 3 weeks... when we parted ways, he told me to take care of myself and to wait for him. he said he will be back in 3 weeks and promised me it would just be a short trip... hmmm... i hope it will be a short 3 weeks too. i actually have no idea how it will be like. in 14 hours time, he'll be on the plane to taiwan. will be sending him off with his parents later on. and i guess that will be the last time i get to see him before he comes back. i will be counting the days. i know i know and i know. its only 3 weeks. i have this feeling that it will be weird and strange not hearing his voice. calling each other will cost a bomb. but he said he will try to call me whenever he can but i told him, its ok. the hp bill will explode and thats the last thing i want. the heart really feels heavy. i wouldnt cry. well, at least i will try my very best. he said to me, dont show to him that im sad. it will be hard for him to leave. i understand. i wouldnt want him to go with a heavy heart either. i can only hope and pray for his safe return. i will keep myself occupied. it cant be that bad right? i have my books and assignments. so i guess i will be fine. told him to concentrate on his work and dont try to be a hero down there. just finish his work and get back here safely. and that's all that matters. have a safe trip dear.

her teardrops...8:51 AM

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