sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
Thursday, February 02, 2006 |
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im now in lt11. having my japanese lecture. but i cant seem to be able to concentrate. go figure...that explains why im writing this entry. win is doing chinese. haha. so ya, we are both not concentrating. very bad of us. haiz...well, there is webcast lecture. so we can go through it again later on.
if i did not have a tutorial later on, i dont think i will come to school today seh. just not in the mood. im really dreading the days. he msged me just now saying that he will be going off on saturday. thats like the day after tomorrow... was supposed to meet him later after school but he had to visit his bapak angkat. so cant meet him. its ok. i'll be meeting him tomorrow. spend the whole day with him before he goes off on saturday.
feel so shitty. i think i will need some time to get used to not hearing his voice or receiving his messages for the next 3 weeks. i know. everyone keeps on telling me its only 3 weeks. but 3 weeks matters you know. its not only 3 weeks. cant anyone understand how i feel? haiz...ya, its 3 weeks. i will get used to it. i dun want to be seen as a weakling but its really hard. once i get used, i think i will be fine. well, i hope i will be fine. guess i'll just focus on my studies. yep. my friends will keep me occupied...
i dont want to show him that im sad. but i am. haha. tears in diversity. ok, i think im becoming crazy pulak. i will be fine k. a note to the army: i will let you borrow him from me but bring him back safely to me in 3 weeks time k. and i will be happy again. thank you... |
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