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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
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guess what?!!!!!
i bought the adidas bag already...haha... haha... haha...
want to see??? hehe.
 hehe...nice or not? ok, im crazy...
anyway, just now went to imm with my family to collect mr bro and sis new spectacles... they look real good. haha. so went into royal sporting house to see the bag ah. i justwanted to take a look eventhough i have been looking at it like since dunno when. haha. then mum said, buy lah... so ya, its bought! and it was the second last piece. so no more. only left the display set there... haha. i got it. and a million others also i think... i have seen a lot of people carrying the bag but its ok. many people have good tast you know... haha... so, im wondering...how to clean the bag? haha. its like white ah. and i cant believe i bought a white bag?! must be syg's influence. he likes white. but then again i aimed it before i showed to him. and after i showed to him, he agreed that it it nice. haha. of course he say nice lah. his favourite colour... so i think i will go buy the dunno what lotion to wipe the bag. but then twin says it will be better if its dirty. it will look used. ya, used. i get what her mean but i like tak sampai hati u know to see it dirty. hmmm...ok, wait till its dirty first. haha... anyway, i took the kiddy ride with my sister and hello, the thing didnt broke or anything k... haha. its big lah. so cannot break one. and im not that heavy. haha. perasan konon. so here i am writing this entry. watching the argentina and germany watched. will update what i feel about the match tomorrow. ok, will stop here... and a picture courtesy of my bro... 
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| her teardrops...11:57 PM |
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so have been watching the world cup as usual... i cant wait for the finals but when world cup ends it will be so weird...like no more late nights and no more total football...the thought like making me sad seh...haha.
have been meeting syg the past two days. even mananged to see him for a few hours before i went off to meet my soccer friends for dinner yesterday. had fun but i skipped the activities after dinner cos i wanted to reach home early. haha. tired and i dun want the parents to start. hehe. ooo...watched RV with syg on monday, its like so funny ah. i have always wanted to travel in one of those caravan and lead a life on the roads. like cool right. but then i know i know, its not practical and will i be able to withstand the whatevers... haha. ok, maybe one day i will.
hmmm... later have to send my sister to school and fetch her after that...see, im so good. haha. no lah. its what i have to do and i will do. and today is wednesday which means there is singapore idol and its the wildcard show...woo hoo. i wonder who will make it. i have no stand out favourite yet but we shall see how it goes... yep.
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| her teardrops...2:09 PM |
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| these days i have been missing...hehe. tired to blog in due to playing soccer and watching soccer but i thought i should write in for awhile today just to make sure im very much alive. hehe. but seriously, im fine. except for my left thumb which is blue black. so painful. haha. but its like whatever. so used to the bruises. haha. want to play soccer so much right? so endure it! haha. ok lah. will stop. nothing much to write. no ideas. no nothing. clueless. when the emotions come, watch this space...hehe. |
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| her teardrops...9:39 PM |
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met syg just now. went to beach rd to have his uniform sewn. there were a lot of people and it was such a coincidence that there were many nsmen wanting their uniforms to be sewn up too. and we had to wait like for 50 minutes?! but its ok cos we used the time to have our lunch. after that we were off to bugis junction. went to the adidas store and showed syg the bag that i wanted and im so going to buy it once i have enough money! haha. its so white and cool. ok, wait till i buy it and i shall put a picture of it... haha.
hmmm... had a good time talking to syg. as usual we talk and shared a lot of things about our past. each day passes by and we are enjoying each other's company. there is a whole lot ahead of us and anything can happen but we came to a conclusion that worrying will not help. we should just move forward and take one step at a time, knowing that our feelings will only grow deeper for each other.
well, i was watching this chinese movie, god of gamblers: back to shanghai and the theme song was an oldies. it had such a sad melody and i really like it. i only got 3 lines of the chorus and this is the translated version:
if i had met you earlier,
my heart would have been with you,
and to this day, love will not fail.
these kind of lyrics plus a sad melody?! i can cry seh... ok, will stop the tears and continue watching soccer... by the way, these world cup is one hell of a ride! |
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| her teardrops...11:44 PM |
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so yesterday i was saying i wanna watch the england match right? well, i went to west coast macdonalds with my parents and little sis to catch the game. luckily we arrived early and managed to get a good place. it was packed. many england supporters. haha. lucky they won if not a lot of people will be sad. haha. i wouldnt say england played well but i guess they did enough to go through to the second round and wheter they can win is another thing. haha.
these past few days i have been eating fast foods... and i can feel the fats man. have to cut down. and no more fast foods for now ok. haha. while at mac took a lot of stupid pictures with my sister. nothing to do while waiting for the match mah. haha. later on, will be going west coast again! this time to fly kites with my family again! haha. and ya, i think we will be watching the first match at macs which means its fast food again! and i just said i want to cut down! haha.
well, lets drift away from the world cup mania. as i mentioned yesterday i cleaned my room. and i found a lot of stuff like i said and im thinking about some stuff. not really merepek lah. just thinking. oh well, what am i writing or thinking for that matter. ok lah, dun wanna think.
k, shall put these pictures. at least they make me smile...
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| her teardrops...3:34 PM |
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woo hoo...spain finally unleashed their potential in beating ukraine 4-0... but its still too early too say. and i am damn dissapointed with brazil's showing against croatia. they won 1-0 only! and i was expecting them to bang in the goals but what was worst was england against paraguay. a miserable 1-0 and that one also being an own goal... well, later on at midnight will be england's second match against trinadad and they better give it their all. these world cup is making me crazy. haha... and i dont have a clear favourite. maybe, singapore! haha. im supporting the underdogs. i wanna watch australia beat brazil! haha. and korea beating france! ok, maybe im going crazy but well, its world cup, anything can happen...
anyway, today was a tiring day. clean my room! haha. and i found the shirts that i thought i had but couldnt found. the tops i thought that i didnt have but i actually had. and lots of old pictures when i was in school... memories always came back when i see those stuff and the gifts i got and letters of old loves...haha. funny but it will always be part of memories. but of course, the best thing is that my room is clean!!! haha... and i hope it will remain that way at least for a month. haha...
cant wait for the england match. so long... haha. |
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| her teardrops...8:10 PM |
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so yesterday went to meet the girls to play soccer. had a great time as always. we are all geared up to play in the upcoming competition. and i hope we win at least one of the match. haha. i was real tired after the game and we all went to macdonalds to catch the first half of the japan-australia match. got home on time to see the second half and ithe japanese players ran out of steam. they remind me of myself. haha. i also tired. haha.
well, just now went to meet syg for awhile. as always, whenever we meet up it will be real weird at first. we will start to have stupid quarrels and in the end laugh it of. funny right?! haha. but i know deep down we still have each other. ya. our dreams. haha.
so here i am typing this entry and at the same time watching the france-switzerland match. nothing much. caught the second half of the korea-togo match. great match there and i cant wait for the brazil-croatia match later on. its at 3am so still have plenty of time. france is really in attacking mode. but brazil is still the team to watch. i wanna see their 4-2-4 formation and how it will work out. so exciting! haha. ok, will stop here wanna continue watching.
leaving you guys with this picture...
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| her teardrops...12:10 AM |
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so world cup is finally here. so far the matches were exciting and im having big eye bags...haha. and im so tired. real tired. cant wait for the brazil matches though. haha.
later on meeting the girls for soccer. we joining another competition you see. haha. hopefully this time we will play better. haha. i like suddenly no mood to write. haha. ok lah. so rubbish. |
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| her teardrops...12:53 PM |
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so yesterday i did went to watch cars with my sister and parents. a great movie. funny, happy and sad all rolled into one. haha. we all enjoyed the movie and i managed to see some adidas bags. i saw one which i like and i might buy it. when will it be, im not sure. haha. wait lah for awhile and see the pockets... hehe. you see, the pockets are pretty much empty. haha. nevermind.
im resting at home and waiting for the clock to strike 12 midnight so i can catch the first match of the world cup... haha. still have about 7 hours to go. i hope i dont fall asleep just when the match is about to start though. hehe. talking about sleep, im a little bit sleepy now. oh oh. haha. should i go get some sleep? i dun wanna turn into a lazy bum. haha. maybe i will. so should i? |
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| her teardrops...4:47 PM |
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been working. and so tiring. you try standing for 3 hours. then go for a 20 minute break then stand another 3 hours and the cycle goes on... your legs like jelly. haha. i dun even know why i am working. the pay is not that good and the hours are long. 12 hours hello. haha. but its ok cos im helping my dad and there is not enough people. so its ok lah. and if im not free on that day, i can choose not to go. haha. so its not really considered work right? nevermind.
yesterday went to meet two of my newly made friends from nus. we chatted over lunch and coffee. its great to get to know them better. new friendships are formed and its nice to just chill out. i have been thinking, schooling is still the best part of one's life. when we start work, there are a lot of things we tend to give up cos we dont have the time to commit. and as we grow older, the responsibility gets bigger. i wonder how it will be like when i really start working. i still have a couple more years to go and if i get to do honours, that will be 3 years. but after that its welcome to the working world...
im not working today. might bring my little sister out to watch a movie. want to layan her. its her holidays too so im thinking of bringing her out. might do that but the weather like a bit dark now. it looks like its going to rain. but its ok, we'll see how.
im left with less then 2 months of holidays. time flies. and it wouldnt be long before school reopens in august and its back to the books. not complaining. i guess we shouldnt complain too much and just go with the flow. as long as we can endure, lets just endure it. haha. i cant wait for the world cup to start... when 9pm comes, it will be tune to the soccer channel. haha. so exciting.
ok, will stop here. want to play some games. haha. |
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| her teardrops...11:48 AM |
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this is my 100th entry!!!
haha... i cant believe that i have 100 entries all in this blog. and i am pretty amazed that i have been blogging continously. i thought i would probably stop at one point and just cant be bothered to update it but well, its still going on strong...
i guess the urge to write down my feelings and days experiences is still present. as i look back at my past entries, i cant help but laugh and relived those moments back. blogging has been some sort of an escapism for my anger, sadness and all the other emotions...
when im sad, i write. when im happy, i write. when im bored, i write. when im clueless and empty, i write. so you see, its been some sort of an escapism for me. i do acknowledge the fact that people are reading this. well, you are welcome. afterall, its a blog, free for all. and yeah, there may be people who will laugh and have their two cents worth but oh well, whatever you know.
so, ya. its my 100th entry. haha. im sure there will be many more to come. considering the fact that i have lots of things on my mind, this blog will continue to exist. till i find a reason to stop blogging, i will continue.
the mind is a funny little thing. it plays tricks on you or rather, life plays tricks on you. there will forever be an influx of information and thoughts running through your mind. sometimes it makes you wonder when will it all ends. i guess it will only end when you are dead. yep. dead. and till that day comes, it will forever be present.
sometimes i wonder why life is so fast paced. sometimes i think i forget the true meaning of life and the real reason why i am here. there must be a reason to everything and what is this reason i ask. the why to every single thing in life needs to be answered but humans are so caught up with their own lives that they dont have the time to look for these answers...
im one of them. and i wonder why. |
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| her teardrops...11:12 PM |
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