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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
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im tired lah... so so tired... i feel like sleeping all day but i cant. school is like hectic lah. tutorialshave started and that means i have to do the the readings.. so not favourite seh. and the readings a lot lah.. i tired. i want to cleep. i want to rest.
i think ah the tired since last thursday. on thursay go shopping with my parents and all. then friday go grocery shopping. saturday was abg mamat's nikah and sunday was the wedding ceremony. and yesterday finish school late and today also just come home... aiyah.. so you see. im tired. but then i dont regret. haha. cos i had a lot of fun seh these few days.. hehe.
abg mamat's wedding was great. met jannah and as usual we are up to our nonscence. having lots of fun talking. been meeting her like a lot ah these few weeks. hehe. and the bride and groom so beautiful and handsome. hehe. wish them all the joy and happiness in their marriage.
 us at the wedding...hehe..
and ya..i just reached home ah. and there's lots of readings to do but haiya..im like so not in the mood. but im feeling happy actually..hehe. syg picked me up at school today. hehe. he got half day off and decided to fetch me. so seweett lah.. haha. we had dinner at mac near my house. too lazy to go elsewhere and im already like half dead.. and i want to watch csi! haha. see, got readings to do but still want to watch tv. but its like the season finale..have to watch lah. haha. oh well, i shall read and watch at the same time.. i dunno how but i will. haha. and tomorrow class is at 10am! oh well...  tired faces... |
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| her teardrops...9:10 PM |
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| Thursday, August 24, 2006 |
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woo hoo... woo hoo...
went shopping at plaza singapura with my parents and sister. we reached there pretty late actually. my dad lah last minute come back late so had to wait for him. oh well, we did go. hehe.
and ip zone had sale.. i like their racer designs and its pretty affordable. not expensive. infact just now sale some more...hehe. so.. i bought one skirt and 3 tops. then i bought 2 shirts for syg. i think he will look good in it. hehe. he will always look good in the clothes i give him. hehe. oooo..i bought a dress too at chase. i like it. simple and sweet. perasan lah tu.. lol. i oso bought pants there and another pair from fox. so ya...im broke. nothing new right? haha.
actuali ah im in a bad mood dah.. i dunno why but i suddenly feel useless nowadays. right everything oso dunno and everything also seem so frustrating.. i think im tired mentally. and school is like moving so fast seh. oh well.. when something is wrong, everything also seems to go wrong.. nvm. i shall just think of the stuff i bought..hmm. retail therapy works wonders to a certain extent i guess...hehe. |
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| her teardrops...11:51 PM |
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wah...had a crazy day yesterday in school.. the lectures went well and watched memento for my film module. the story very interesting though its like super confusing.. haha. but well, with the helps of my friends, i understand it here and there.. hehe. all was well until i went to the library to print my notes.. usually the printing was fast. but you know yesterday, it took like almost 2 hours!! its like crazy ah.. my head spinning seh wait for it to be ready. if i havent pay for it, i would have just left but because its paid, i have to stay. hey, $7 ok..of cos im staying.. then i didnt get the tutorial slot that i want for one of my module..so a bit haywire now my timetable but what to do.. just get on with it. haiz..was dead tired when i reach home. managed to catch the latter part of antm. cant wait for the season to go full swing.. hehe..
just reached home. went for dinner with my family. had a good dinner and now im supre full.. hehe. and i finally got to taste the peach flavour for snapple. and its nice.. hehe. and im still in the snapple mood. which is dunno good or bad.. hehe.. and man u won!!! woo hoo.. 5-1. take that chelsea. we are so going after you this season.. and i hope man u will keep on winning and win this season. hehe...
ok, im now waiting for csi to start. till later... oh ya.. its 22nd today. woo hoo. |
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| her teardrops...9:39 PM |
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woo hoo... its a great weekend!!! been looking forward to the weekend. and it sure didnt dissapoint me. hehe.
so, yesterday went to my niece birthday party at west coast. she's now 1 year old! hehe. so cute lah...but i was busy taking photos of myself and jannah that we forgot about taking photos with the birthday girl.. somemore she like moody. haha. scared later she cry dah.. hehe. jannah and me arrived at 3pm. we were tasked with blowing balloons..lots of balloons and we were like damn tired ah. and my stomach like sore. no more air... haha. had a great time lah joking with my nieces and nephews..i sound so old seh. haha... ok... some pictures for you all.
jannah and me blowing the balloons... woo hoo...   pretending that it is our bithday party... haha.
kidding around in complete clown gear. just missing the red nose..haha.. ok...enough of alya's birthday party... so today met syg. yeh..6 days didnt meet and it felt like super super long..ok, im exaggerating. hehe. doesnt hurt. haha. syg suggested eating prata at this place called mr.prata. we ate cheese nan. not bad seh. hehe. then went to jurong point to do a bit of window shopping. yes, window shopping. i did not buy anything ok. haha. broke. and then syg wanted to eat pizza pulak.. he got big appetite seh. so we went to the pizza place. and the pizza there not bad! so today all the food we ate were nice... and i think im addicted to snapple. you know the drink, snapple? ya ya that drink. im like addicted. that time it was bubble tea now its snapple..i like mango but syg say peach nicer. hhmm. i haven tried peach yet. will try tomorrow. haha. and im now waiting for the man u match. its the start of the premiership!!! man u is so gonna win it this time! haha. im like enjoying too much this weekend..and then..tomorrow school leh.. haiz..oh well, school is school. nevermind. still have some time before its off to school..hehe. |
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| her teardrops...8:10 PM |
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| im having a stomach ache... |
| Saturday, August 19, 2006 |
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im now at macdonalds. waiting for my sister to finish her religious class...and im like having a stomachache. i think its the burger. haiya..i dunno what it is. maybe its just my stomach. haha. and im like waiting for time to pass by... so im in a chinese songs mood for now. dunno why but ya, im listening to chinese songs.. by david tao, jay chou and guang liang. i like the melody and i do understand what they are singing ok.. hehe. maybe not completely but ya..at least 50% of it. hehe.
and i listen to them before i go to sleep these days. it has a sad but yet moving rhythm. and their voice quite good..and speaking about voices, i think joakim cant sing lah.. ya, i know a lot of us agrees with this but then i feel sad for him.. he kena slam badly but if you cant handle it, maybe you shouldnt join in the first place. ya, join for the experience and have fun but at the same time do please realise your limits. i admire your courage joakim but well, its just too bad that you cant sing. i cant sing too. lol. and i always go out of tune. ask my friends.. they absolutely agree with the fact that i cant sing. haha. and i definitely dont have the courage to join SI. but then i wouldnt lah. i just dont have it and i think you should realise yourself that you also dont have it. sad but true. you know, they always say truth hurts.. i know seh...
ok..enough of joakim. talking about truth hurts brings me to another topic.. these days im reminded of someone. reminded of someone that i should not be thinking about. and what happened still lingers on my mind and i know that this is something that i have to live with. i have realised that it is imposibble for me to completly erase it. i cannot do it. but i have grew to accept and thats why i have moved on long ago,. im happy with the way my life is now. and im contented with it too. there is really nothing much taht i would like to change. but yes, sometimes here and there im reminded of it. but i guess it will just be it. nothing much.. |
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| her teardrops...9:06 AM |
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the first week of school is over for me.. no classes today so no school.. hehe. did the tutorial balloting already. results will be out on monday and i hope i get the slots that i want. no changes please to my timetable. if not, warghh...i will go crazy yet again choosing slots. so school has been tiring. hopeless right?! only the first week and im like dragging myself to school. i think the engine still hasnt start. it better start soon cos i think the deadlines are coming. and i want to do well for this semester. haha. so that means i have to work harder and that thought is so hmmm...
and the coursepacks are like so damn thick. how will i ever finish reading them seh. its impossible ah to finish. i open one page and i feel like sleeping already... aiyoh. like this how.. oh well, find a way to finish it i guess. maybe i shall do as per normal, scan through. haha... whatever laaaa..
cant wait for the weekend to come.. tml will be meeting jannah to go for little alya's bday party. woo hoo...got cake. and i love cakes.. haha. and on sunday will be meeting syg. been 5 days since i last met him. heck, whats 5 days compared to 18 days right?! haha. ok, ya..meet him and relieve the stress of school at least for awhile. hehe. i feel like playing games now... |
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| her teardrops...12:25 PM |
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woo hoo. first day back in school... haha.
so, i had my many first days... and first dunno what. but today's first day is so i dunno eh, merepek and weird. haha... i was mistook for a freshie. ok..so i look young. whats new. thankful. no complaints lah... and i forgot how pedas abg noodle noodles are. and the day was hot. eating it makes me sweat more seh. haha. and then i forgot how the printer works and the photocopy machine. and the can drinks at the vending machines all sold out. the year ones must be thirsty. haha. its a funny first day lah. and my film lecturer is so animated. funny guy which is a good thing so i wont fall asleep..hehe. and after printing only some (there's more!) notes, im like tired ah. and to think i only went to school for a mere 3 hours... the engine not hot. still stuck seh.. lol...
ok lah...later all the readings and assignments and projects come, i will go crazy as per normal.. woo hoo.. |
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| her teardrops...11:44 PM |
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so tomorrow is the first day back at school. the first day of my second year in university. woo hoo. i feel weird. like dunno like that. so long didnt go back to school. i wonder how the lecture theaters are... haha. and i wonder how the forum is. whether there are more tables or not and so on. and if abg noodle noodles still nice. and if got more vending machines and yadayadayadayada..
ok...so, just now went to kak sha house. got kenduri. so happy to see my nephews and nieces and my aunts and uncles. in short, relatives lah tu. haha. and the food not bad. haha. stayed till about 2 plus and then went off to johor with my parents for awhile. i wanted to buy the adidas shoes that i saw last time. finally...i have bought it! haha... nice? hehe.
then just now met syg for awhile before he book in. he seems tired. i should be the tired one seh.. haha. anyway, he wanted to see me to wish good luck for tomorrow. you know lah..first day per. haha... first day so macam2. actually, i have been thinking about something these past few days... but i cant seem to put it into words yet. i guess when im ready i will write about it... till next time... wish me luck for school. |
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| her teardrops...10:36 PM |
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| happy birthday singapore!!! |
| Wednesday, August 09, 2006 |
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i just finish watching the national day parade on tv. hehe. im like feeling so damn proud of singapore lah... haha. hey, birthdays are only once a year. hehe. and its the nation's 41st birthday!!! woo hoo... and of course the performances were great and caught a slight image of ika! hehhee. so proud of my little sister. she performed the little warriors segment. hehe. so cute! hahaha. and so funny to see them. they are only like primary 3 to primary 5 kids. so cute lah... the parade contigents look so smart seh. serious looking and they march straight ok. haha. well, they have to lah. and the fireworks...woo hoo. absolutely beautiful. haha...
and as i watched the parade, i canthelp but feel a little bit sentimental.. haha. ok, whatever. but its always a reason to be happy ok. haha... leaving you all with this, i love you lah singapore! hahahha... |
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| her teardrops...8:20 PM |
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today will definitely be a day to remember. its the first time i watched fireworks with syg. and its the first time we cried together...shall not go further into why we cried. hehe. but i must say the fireworks display is so damn beautiful. and there were like so many people. i think thousands seh. haha. and we managed to get a good spot despite arriving there at 8pm. it was that crowded ok. we sat on the railings and it was such a good spot. right infront of us. and i managed to catch 6 minutes of the display on camera and some photos of it. hehe. it will be a good memory.
its really a night to remember. not only due to the fireworks but also the tears and so on. i realised that life is beautiful despite the black marks here and there. i guess thats the way life is and will be. somehow i think this incident will only make us closer. at least i now know another aspect of our relationship. and its truly beautiful and wonderful to share a moment like this.
i cant upload the video...file too big. some of the pictures..
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| her teardrops...11:58 PM |
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| the past should be just be the past |
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why bring it up seh. it is the past. so why must bring up? it will only bring bad memories. i dont understand. i just dont and i dont intend to. it should have been kept within. now everybody is unhappy. its about another matter altogether so why bring the past up? the past should just be the past. its stupid. so bloody stupid. and all these is making me sad. i dont want to remember them. i dont want!
i just dont want. |
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| her teardrops...11:47 PM |
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| yeah! got all the modules!!! |
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just checked my mail and i got all my modules... yippee... haha. at least the bidding is over and now left the tutorial balloting which will make me go crazy also. if i dun get the slots that i want then its going to be so shitty. hehe.
met syg just now. watched click. its so funny and there were sad parts ah. but it had a happy ending. hehe. we watched at jurong point. been a long time since we watched a movie there. have always gone to shaw. hehe. but today we decided to just go back and see see. haha. after watching the movie, we went to eat at pizza hut and their soup of the say was mushroom soup! hehe. i like mushroom soup. pizza's hut not that great but its ok i guess. hehe. after lunch we decided to go to boat quay to laze around at the coffee bean... we talked like so long ah and im like thirsty thinking of it back. haha. ouh. we also took a neoprint. its been like so long since we took one. the last time was our 1 year anniversary. so, its been like 6 months. haha.
so here i am... getting sleepy as i type this entry. tomorrow going for ika's performance. it better be good. haha. actually like lazy to go ah but no one is free to go except me so i will go. dont want ika to be sad. and dear syg is so nice to company me there. haha. i think its more like because the concert is free so he go. hehe. ok lah... getting sleepy. will update again... |
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| her teardrops...11:02 PM |
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i went for a haircut today. my usual stylist was on mc and she recommended me another stylist. so i just said ok... if i were to change days, i dont know when else i would be free so just go lah and see what happens. if not nice, then too bad. haha... anyway, ya...im back from kimage. and this is my new look... actually right, i feel like he didnt cut my hair.. haha. it looks pretty much the same to me. haha. ok, what do u guys think?
the back profile... 
the side... 
and yours truly...the front view. so, it looks like i didnt go for a haircut right? haha. oh...whatever... |
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| her teardrops...8:48 PM |
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