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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
| cupcakes and other other stuff |
| Thursday, September 28, 2006 |
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went to school in the morning.. had a project meeting. im feeling so tired now. dunno why ar but just so tired... haiya..dreading the thought of going back to school after the one week break. and the break is like finishing soon ah. but i guess there are rainbows at the end of the tunnel..errr.. im talking nonscence..again. haha.
i made cupcakes yesterday.. got the recipe from caca. well, thanks caca.. ok so here's the lowdown... its the first time im making cupcakes. and it turned out pretty well..pretty nice and pretty soft. in short pretty lah..but here comes the not so pretty part...you see i did the frosting and the frosing turned out fine..but what did not turn out fine was the nozzle! so when i tried to make the so called decoration, the nozzle not only crack but also out of shaped. in short..there is no decorations lah.. so sad.. i so semangat want to make cute-cute cupcakes.. haha. but oh well..its the first time mah.. so not that bad lah kan.. most important thing is that it is edible.. hehe...
hhmm...been 5 days since the start of the fasting month.. time passes quite fast seh.. have to clean and clean and clean the whole house.. bake and bake cookies and make and make kuihs... wahahhaa... and im so caught up in the preparing to raya mode which is the phase that i like..basking in the atmosphere...but im forgetting about school.. haiya.. WHAT SCHOOL... hehe. |
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| her teardrops...8:00 PM |
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| Monday, September 25, 2006 |
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hady won! he is the new singapore idol!!! actually, i dont care who won cos i think both of them are on par with each other. they are both winners and they will both get recording contracts. this year i dont have any favourites. i dont know who to support. so i support my own self then lah..haha.
im like so full now.. u know why? my mother right ask me to follow her lah go the selera ramadhan near my house area. there were like so so so many people ah. then my dearest mother stopped at almost every shop and we like bought a lot of food ah. and i like spent the hours after buka eating and eating. im suppose to lose weight but i think ah im putting on seh at this rate. haha.
ooo..by the way today is the first day of the mid term break. thats why im like so free ah. "FREE". actually got a lot of school stuff to do ah. like research papers and projects but i like no mood to do seh..maybe its the puasa or dunno what lah eh but ya..reali no mood..oh well.. the mood better come fast cos i think the deadlines are reaching nearer and nearer. and ya..been doing nothing that has to do with school ah these days. have been spending my time with my family. following my parents here and there..no complaints though. hehe. ok lah.. i feel like watching tv... |
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| her teardrops...11:00 PM |
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| Sunday, September 24, 2006 |
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woo hoo.. today is the first day of the fasting month.. time flies real fast huh. hopefully this fasting month will bring all good and happiness to everyone. didnt do anything much today. helped mum cleaned her room and helped her prepare the ingredients to cook later on. ooo...today she is cooking sotong hitam. erm..black cuttlefish? haha. i dunno what its called in english lah... but its nice ok. hehe.
had a good week i guess.. been busy with project stuff. its fine i guess. haha. oh well, its not done yet but i think we will be fine with itt. yesterday met syg. he wanted to eat at burger king before fasting starts. haha. so we went to imm. and renovations were ongoing since like dunno when. but the building is quite done up. some of the shops were opened already and it looks real good. looks like there will be many more people visiting imm. haha. and i bought a top and 3 pair of earrings. i just like buying earrings. sent my 2 pair of jeans to the alteration shop. cost me a cool $20 ok.. see lah, short no choice mah.. haha. will be collecting it on tuesday i guess. hope it looks good. hehe. and i also got to drink my chocalate milk tea and snapple! haha. betul2 nyer makan seh. haha.
my manchester united drew with reading seh. haiya... reading also cannot win ke.. oh well, they better perform better in their next few days but i guess reading deserve the point cos they put up such a good fight. so ok lah tu kan..
hhmm... cant wait to catch singapore idol final. i wonder who will win. hady or jonathon? both are on par i guess..i dunno who im supporting. it depends on who sings better tonight. haha. i will just sit back and enjoy the performances. haha.
ok then will stop here for now and HAPPY FASTING TO MY MUSLIM FRIENDS.. |
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| her teardrops...4:27 PM |
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| Wednesday, September 20, 2006 |
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well..just got back from meeting syg. met him to pass fried rice. hehe. today good mood so decide to be extra nice and cook fried rice for him. i dunno why but i just have the mood to cook. ok lah, fried rice only.. later when i have more free time i will cook something else for him.. hehe. anyway, he look so tired. not enough sleep.. speaking of that, i also not enuf sleep seh. haha.
just now went to watch singapore dreaming with win. for the record, we were made to watched it as we have an assignment to do which requires us to watch it.. so off we went to jurong point to watch it. and we ate at banquet as per normal. there was this funny thing ah. bodoh incident actually. of course, its not me ok. its win. hehe. we went to liberty to buy potato chips. i gave her the money and told her to pay lah.. then i waited for her at the magazines area. then this win go and pay but left the potato chips at the counter! hahahaha.. lucky we still in the supermarket. funny lah. and i was already so full then this win go make joke pulak.. haha. but oh well, we had a good laugh. hehe.
ok so the movie... err.. i dont see the link to the module im taking.. oh no. haha. but what i did learn is that are we really money-minded and shallow to just bother about going after the 5cs? and im like shocked at how they can fight over money when someone just passed away. i mean respect the dead. money matters should be put aside. its not important seh. haiya.. so rude. anyway, i have some ideas and thoughts but cant put it into proper words now. haha. will think it over lah..
ok so...after the movie we bought tshirts for our bfs. lucky them have good gfs like us. hahaha... and the bossini paperbags so nice ah. hahaha. give them the shirts keep the bag. haha.
and now im feeling quite tired. have to finish up my history essay which is due on friday.. so lazy to go to shcool tml. its just 2 hours and i dont feel like going but i will go ok.. i have to discipline myself and sit through the lecture. ok, give me the strength.. till then..
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| her teardrops...11:54 PM |
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| Monday, September 18, 2006 |
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hehe. i had a great weekend. i did basically nothing. as in nothing=no books and no readings. haha. and im so glad. ok...crazy. but ya..i had a good rest.
went out with syg yesterday. as usual we talked a lot and syg was super extra irritating yesterday. keep on teasing and disturbing me.. he said..thats the punishment of not meeting him often. ya ya... we ate ice cream at scoopz; this ice cream shop at jp. quite nice. i ate this thing called freezeball. it has ice underneathe and the choice of ice cream on top. and im like braiz freezed! haha... ate a lot actually. chicken rice, crispy soup anf fish n chips.. haha. fasting starting soon so must eat more now. haha. so buruk. anyway, im like super full and super tired when i reached home.. but i had a great time. its been a long time since i go out go out. you know like go out ah.
 enjoying his ice cream... suka ah tu...
 the freezeball! looks good right?! hehe..
and man u lost ah. that arsenal score during the last 5 minutes. i so sad seh. haiya, i think arsenal deserve to win but still haiya...so shit lah. haiya... and i just got back from school. feeling so tired...and i got back my first film paper..didnt do well. so sad but its ok..will try again. i must not give up. haha. as syg say, just do my best and everything will be alright.. woo hoo. ok, im crapping... going to eat my dinner and rest for awhile before hitting the books again. well, that is IF i hit the books.. hehe..till next time.
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| her teardrops...8:22 PM |
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| enjoy the weekend people!!! |
| Friday, September 15, 2006 |
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as the weekend is approaching, minah is smiling and not thinking already.. haha.
woo hoo... im in the school library. today no school but i came to find some books and read some stuffs. or the record, i found some books but didnt read. haha. im like zoning off... ish ish ish. oh well, whats new. actually im kinda tired of reading the books. i need a break from books. so im so not going to read for the next few days.. tomorrow is the weekend! woo hoo.. im looking forward to this weekend. dunno why lah. maybe its just the weekend you know. haha. and also cos im going out on sunday. its been like a long time i go out you know. as in go out, take the sights and spend the day leisurely. hehe.
im going off soon. now waiting for caca to finish her class. and caca brought some cupcakes. she baked one. and its nice. haha. lucky nice. thanks lah caca. u super lah.. enjoy the weekend people!!! |
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| her teardrops...3:40 PM |
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| Tuesday, September 12, 2006 |
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have been tiring these days.. i think my mind is too tired ah. haiya.. im normally not so stressed when it come to school but i think i put the presseure on myself and that's why im becoming too stressed up. but what can i do.. i have 3 research papers to do and i haven enen started. how to start when i have not a clue on how to do it.. the ideas just havent come. well, it better come if not im so so dead..
yesterday syg picked me up at clementi. hehe. he took leave. haven been seeing him. well, we are still sticking to our meet only onec a week policy. this is to minimise my parents from being noisy. hehe. even once a week they are still talking here and there but oh well, i understand. and its fine with me. meeting once a week also good...u know the saying absence makes the hear grows fonder? haha.. ya..im crapping. im looking forward to the weekend. i want to rest. and its only tuesday now..dreading.. haha. and i have loads of things to do.. taxing. taxing. taxing.
and this week is odd week. and odd weeks are tutorials.. and im dreading tutorials cos i have to think and im tired of thinking.. haiya.. |
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| her teardrops...9:56 PM |
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| Saturday, September 09, 2006 |
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this thing has been bothering me for the past few months. so much has happened around me. and i think i have been thinking too much and i need a break from all these thinking. one can never stop thinking i guess.
i have this fear in me. fear that i will lose someone close to me. i know im becoming paranoid but i just cant help. i have never experience what it is like to lose someone. its not that i want to lose someone but i really wonder how i will react if it were to actually happen. im scared. im contented with the way my life is now and im afraid that there will be changes. changes to my life. but i know i have to stop being paranoid and just be as per normal. i think im talking nonscence. oh well...
i think the hectic school schedule is also pining me down. actually i do have a good schedule. just that the modules im taking are way too demanding and there is nothing much i can do. im not stress. i think its just the pressure. life is full of pressure and i guess its normal. i just have to deal with it.
well, i will just take one day at a time and see where it leads me... chill minah. chill. |
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| her teardrops...10:34 PM |
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| Thursday, September 07, 2006 |
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im in the school library. and i just finished my history essay which is due tomorrow. hehe. and im not going to change it already. im just going to print it and get over with it. the more i think of it, the more i will make changes.. im actually in a mix emotions. all jumbeled up. got happy, got sad and dunno what.. yesterday went to discovery centre with my parents and sister. it was great. had a lot of fun playing around with my sister there. discovering singapore.. haha. oh well.. i dunno lah. so ya, happy.. then..
hmmm. today morning i got a shock. one of my good friend lost her granddad.. my heart goes out to her. and i pray that she will be fine soon. take all the time you need but remember k, you still have all of us. take care you..
and ya, im like dunno seh. suddenly i like haiya.. dunno. i think this entry is crap. oh well. ok lah. |
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| her teardrops...5:10 PM |
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| Tuesday, September 05, 2006 |
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| hhhmmm. i mentioned about rest in my previous entry. guess what i dont think i can have a good long rest for now.. i just realised that i have an essay to hand in by this friday and that my other modules all requires me to hand in research papers or projects.. that means im so dead. and i think the modules im taking is like hard ah. maybe because i know nothing about them. oh wow.. im so dead. so so dead. oh oh. how ah? and the best thing is that its only the start of the new semester. how in the world am i going to get through the semester.. |
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Saturday, September 02, 2006 |
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had a much needed rest yesterday and today. been a hectic week of tutorials.. getting back into the tutorials mindset and the fact that school has finally finally finally started.. and its back to the readings and more readings and assignments and more assignments and projects and more projects... ok, you get what i mean.. apart from the resting, managed to cleaned my room a bit, do some readings and typing of notes and spending time playing computer games with my sister. so i had a good rest at last. hehe. and i hope tomorrow i will get to rest before school start for the week again.. oh well..till then.
i want to rest.. |
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| her teardrops...11:09 PM |
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