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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
| Tuesday, October 31, 2006 |
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met him today.. he was talking non stop dah. and im like super tired talking to him. haha. but its ok. he good mood, i also good mood lah.. haha. we went to arab street to send his sister's jacket to the tailor shop. the zip something wrong. since we already there, we decided to have our lunch at hajah maimunah.. but the shop closed dah for renovations and we went sabar menanti instead. the food quite nice and cheap too. filling.. haha. and he ate two plates of rice ok! but not suprising ah. he eats alot. haha.
after lunch we went to vivocity. finally went there to see the place and it was like damn packed ah. and to think it was a weekday seh. i think if weekend it will be more crowded.. hhmmm..i was expecting lots of shops and there were lots of it and the mall is spacious. thats why big right. haha. and poor him..dragged by me go shops after shops..but i was being nice ok. i did not spend too long in one shop. and it was only 1 hour plus of walking and he tired already.. haha. and i like want to go again cos i not satisfied. i still want to go and see see. haha. we didnt go to every shops what.. haha.. ok. crap. i was also tired. haha.. then to ease the pain in our legs we went to pacific coffee.. the brownie not nice ah. waste my money dah. haha. but its ok.. at least the chocalate snowflake drink was nice. hehe. so the chocalate ah the drink.. and we went outside to take pictures..nice view.. and for the record i did buy two esprit tops. he chose and it was nice lah.. haha.
hhmmm... i told him, i want to go again.. and he said..ok lah. when i get back from wallaby.. and he kept quiet after that. oh well.. ok.. so vivo anyone? hehe.
 at pacific coffee.. 
the view outside.. nice view..
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| her teardrops...10:18 PM |
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its been a crazy and super tiring weekend.. so many of my relatives came and im like tired to the max seh.. but hey, its not always people come to your house seh. hehe. so im feeling good and great that they came. yesterday morning went to see bik yah's new house. so big.. haha. but the renovations not really done up yet. cant wait to see the real done up thing. hehe. i also want to tumpang2 a bit right.. hehe. at night it was 'd-night'. i was like super the nervous seh.. haha. i got stomach ache lah, that lah, this lah.. wah.. but i think it went well. according to syg, it was good and everything is fine. so i take it that it's fine. just glad that it all went smoothly...
tomorrow im meeting him.. so long since we had a good talk. lots of things to tell him dah.. haha. and i have to admit i miss him lah. haha. ok, crap. by the way, i got 2 papers to hand in next week. one on monday and the other one on friday..its so going to be full of crap seh. the thing is i dunno how to do them dah.. like dunno dunno. heck. im just going to do my best i guess.. woo hoo.. im tired. but happy. no, make that crazy. haha. |
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| her teardrops...10:05 PM |
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woo hoo.. haven been updating cos of the craziness of hari raya and the craziness is still continuing! haha.. and im so super tired. like realy really tired ah. not enough sleep cos i have to finish up my 3101 essay and that essay of mine is so going to be full of crap! haha. and i just finished it.. will be heading down to school later to hand it in and then im off to ina's party.. its been a busy busy week and the week is not even over yet seh.. haha.
so hari raya...
hhhmmm... the usual questions came up and i calmly answer them... haha. and i feel so old seh and embarass to take money from my elders.. haha. coming to 21. but then im still schooling.. so still schooling can take money right? haha.. when i start working im so going to be the one giving them money. haha. anyway, i didnt take from people i dont know.. paiseh dah. they think im still in secondary school! aiyoh..how can that be seh? haha.. ok, crap. hehe. all in all i guess for now it has been a good raya. i ate like a lot and i think i have gained back all the kilos that i lost during fasting on the first day itself! haha.. not that bad..its hari raya. if dont eat, its a big loss.. when else can we have so many good food infront of us.. hehe.. ok.. enough of the words..now let the pictures do the talking...
the family photo. first day of raya... 
me..kidding around in the car. 
me and my shiok cousin... 
cousins..my mother's side.. 
second day of raya. 
my brother and me.. ok..there are like so many more pictures.. haha. cant possibly put all of them up. these are just some of them.. and there will be many more to come. haha. will stop here. got to get ready to go out.. have been going out alomst every day dah.. i feel like fainting and my shoulders hurt. haha. ok..till my next entry.. |
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| her teardrops...11:44 AM |
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had a good day today.. cleaned the house a bit..had to go back to geylang in the afternoon to exchange the bag i bought. the bag got problem dah..but its ok. all is solved now. followed dad to the supermarket to buy last minute groceries for raya.. played bunga api with the meighbour's kids just now. so nice to see them having fun playing with the bunga api. and i felt like a kid again. haha. so fun.. anyway, just finish watching the man u-liverpool match.. and my man u won! yea yea yea... sorry liverpool. maybe next time k. for now, we won. hehe.
woo hoo.. raya is so coming.. hehe. so exciting. actually, dunno seh why the excitement. but the feeling is different from last time.. when i was young, i was always happy when raya came. got to eat kuehs and ketupats and dunno what lah eh.. but then now that im a bit older (a bit only..hehe), that feeling is gone and now i like the preparation to raya mode. not so much of the raya itself. when raya comes, raya lah.. and everytime raya comes, im remembered of the events that happens for the past rayas.. sad moments, happy moments, stupid moments, silly moments and so on.. im just glad to be able to celebrate raya again with my loved ones by my side.. at least for this year and i hope for many more years to come...
and i want to take this opportunity to wish all my friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN... i would like to seek your forgiveness for all the wrong things that i may have done or hurt all of you. and i sincerely wish you people a happy hari raya and smoga berbahagia disamping keluarga tercinta..
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| her teardrops...10:37 PM |
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| Saturday, October 21, 2006 |
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just got back from geylang..went there to find bag dah and after going through so many bags i finally found one that i think is ok lah.. black and simple looking to me.. and geylang so crowded. crowded with m & m. learned that from win.. haha. and ya lah.. so full of them. oh well..its a free world. ooo, i put inai also seh.. tangan gatal dah.. haha. but the lady make the design not nice.. its ok lah kan.. what to do.. make oreadi..
in the afternoon make kueh layang-layang.. first time make. and it doesnt look like the kueh layang-layang i see at people's house ah.. haha.. its suppose to be white. but mine become brown. haha. i think too garing ah.. but its still nice ok. so i guess i will call it kueh minah melayang. haha.. crap. oh well.. the house is about 60% done. left the living room and the dining room area.. and the kitchen and the balcony.. eh, still alot dah like that.. haha.
i tried to do my 3101 essay ah.. and no idea dah. only got the introduction.. die dah.. friday must hand in.. still got 6 days but then.. hari raya seh.. where got mood seh to do. no raya oreadi no mood. haha. and worse no ideas.. die like this.. ok lah, worse2 i just crap it lah. aiyah.. ok, pray hard the ideas come k.. haiya.. sad dah.. |
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| her teardrops...11:40 PM |
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| Thursday, October 19, 2006 |
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today i woke up late! and i didnt go for my lecture seh.. haha.. no point if i were to go. i was already late. hehe. so i stayed at home and helped mum make kueh again. this time its silver flower. eerr.. i dunno the name. i called it that. haha.. and mum gave up halfway cos she tired.. and so i had to contine making it on my own.. its ok lah. haha.
and the sofa came today.. so my house living room is back to normal.. for the past three weeks the living room empty ah.. like kena rompak like that. haha. so empty and blank.. and i finally got to see the new design mum chose for the sofa.. its merun and has silver flowers.. or is it white? haha.. i dunno seh. if u all want to see u all come to my house lah.. hehe.. and get to taste my kuehs.. haha. and i read the new paper.. it reported that a guy did jump down at chines garden seh! and he's body like found in three parts! eerr... the thought of it like scares me.. why he jump down seh? is there really no way out for him? what is so bad that cannot be solved? hhmm.. oh well..
ok..so i have been tagged by jannah. (eh, aku tak pernah tau buat questionairre2 or whatever it is called.. aku malas. tapi for kau, aku buat lah.. hehe.) so here it goes...
1. single, taken or crushing?
taken...
2. are you happy with your life right now?
yep..its been good. actually, the word is contented. ya. contented with my life.
3. when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
hhmm... in the past maybe, but now nope. its better to take your time. embrace love as it comes..
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
yep.
5. do you believe that there are circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
depends on the circumstance. good reasons, maybe can. but then again, cheating is a no no for me...
6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
no way..
7. have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
yep..
8. do you want children?
of course! life wont be complete without a family. and a family wont be complete without children.
9. how many?
2... if possible.
10. would you ever consider adoption?
if i cant have children, i might.. but it depends on what my future husband thinks..
11. if someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?
i think he should just forget about it. thanks for telling, but no, im not interested.
12. do you enjoy getting into relationships? friendship relationships?
yep..
13. do you believe in love at first sight?
yep..
14. do you believe you can change someone?
i would like to think i can.. but i think its no point in that someone changing if he is not sincere about it..
15. if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
i never thought about it.. but somewhere near the sea or ocean would be nice..
16. do you give in easily when you are fighting?
hhmm.. depends. haha..
17. do you have feelings for someone right now?
yep.. im taken. haha.
18. do you ever wished you could have someone, but you messed it up?
nope...
19. have you ever broken a heart?
i guess so..
20. if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
if the guy that im in love with, loves my friend then i will give them my blessings though its hard. there is no point in holding to him if he doesnt love me.. but if he is not in love with her but with me, i guess, i will stay with him and try to work things out with my friend. but i dont think that will happen.. oh well, if it happens it happens..
21. are you missing anyone right now?
maybe.. haha.
22. now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. write down their names below.
anyone lah.. if they want. dont want nevermind.. haha.
ok.. jannah. i finally finished it. haha.. hhmm.. i feel like watching tv. haha... |
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| her teardrops...10:50 PM |
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| cheated. and the white sunglasses.. |
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i feel cheated seh.. cheated by the stylist.. i went for a haircut just now. i wanted to make my hair neater a bit. hari raya coming so want to look a bit more presentable. went to storm again so can save a bit.. then i found out my usual stylist at storm no longer there.. i switched to kimage and now that im back, he is gone.. haha.. then this new stylist ah.. i said i want it to be a little shorter and the top to be light.. make it neater. or do what u think suits me. so he cut ah.. but then after the haircut, my hair looks like the same seh! not much of a difference. and i felt liek i didnt even went for a haircut! haha.. oh well..its ok lah. syg says it looks neater. just that its the same style. maybe what the stylist did was trimming instead of cut. haha.. well, at least it looks good and not super short. haha.
went to banquet to break fast and met my primary school friend. been a super duper long time since i met her.. so glad to meet her again and she is engaged oreadi seh. so happy for her. and i got back in touch with her just in time to go for her wedding next year... to think that i have been searching for her like mad.. haha. she has the same birthday as me! haha. we used to call each other long lost sisters.. haha. on the way home, we drove past chinese garden mrt station and there was a huge commotion.. got 5 police cars and 2 fire engines.. there was a huge crowd. and we were like wondering what was happening ah.. and as we were in the car, we couldnt get a good view..so you know what?! my dear syg made a u turn! we stopped at the opposit road just to see what happened. aiyoh..typical kpoh singaporeans. haha. after hanging ard for 10 mins or so, we still dont know what happen. syg said maybe somebody got hit by the train or what.. hmm.. tomorrow must read news.. and win msged me just now saying somebody jumped down infront of the train at je. im guessing it was at chinese garden.. and if its true that guy commit suicide, i think he is eerr..not in the right mind.. maybe he's depressed. a lot of trouble. he could be suffering from anomie like what durkeim said. or maybe, he just feel that there's no way out and dying is the best solution.. eerr... still, u can get help right somehow.. oh well, we shall see tomorrow's newspapers...
anyway, i bought this huge white sunglasses at johor that time with my family.. it was an impulse buy..like, i just feel like buying cos its big and white. haha. i decided to wear it just now.. for show only lah.. haha. syg was like, so big! haha.. and while he was driving, i was taking pictures of myself with the sunglasses on and this was before i had my haircut.. and i forgot to take a picture after the haircut! but then..not much of a difference.. haha. will post a picture of the shorter version soon.. hehe.
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| her teardrops...12:21 AM |
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| Wednesday, October 18, 2006 |
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have been busy the past three days.. so hectic. went to johor with my family on sunday. so crowded the shopping centre and there was like a massive jam. got stuck for 2 hours and i almost went crazy singing hari raya songs with my brother.. haha. it was that bad ok.
yesterday had a long day at school.. 10am to 815pm.. watched the godfather 2 for film. and the movie is damn cool. i suddenly have the inspration to be a godfather. haha. make that godmother. ok..crazy. reached home at 9pm. and straight away helped mum to make the kuehs.. made kueh tart and kueh makmur. my back hurts and it still hurts.. haha. but its done.. so glad that we finally made some kuehs. haha.
today syg send me to school.. hehe. he's on leave so he decided to send me to school. still, the topic is avoided. but i actually realise that if i keep myself busy i am able to forget about it. haha. so until i remember it, its fine.. hehe. and now..i just finish make one more type of kueh. kueh cornflake or whatever it is call lah eh.. will post some pictures.. haha. and my back hurts even more..im so sleepy dah.. but i want to watch the man u game.. haha. champions league. cannot miss. haha. but then..if already fall asleep what to do kan.. still have an hour to go before the match starts.. and by the look of it, i dun think got time to sleep. later sahur already. so might as well sleep after sahur. and i have a class at 10am which is like 9 hours away! i have a big feeling im going to be late. haha... hhhmmm..i think i better go sleep after this.. and watch the second half ajer.. haha.
 while waiting for my class to start...
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| her teardrops...1:35 AM |
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| Saturday, October 14, 2006 |
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its been quite a day today.. nothing much happen. i tried to do my readings but i cant fully focus. i will read and then my mind will fly to somewhere.. anyway, i did manage to finish at least one article i think.. haha. i dun even know why im laughing.. oh well..
just now went to buy stuffs to make the kuehs.. its going to be a busy week ahead. want to make kueh lah, clean the house lah, put up the curtains and dunno what lah.. and still have school. school is like hectic. so many essays to do. papers to hand in and im like so not in the mood to do them.. i just feel like going home each day and help mum to make the kuehs..
talked to him a lot today..i dunno why but our conversation seems sad. we both try not to talk about it.but we both know that it bothers us. maybe we both haven fully realise it. or maybe we are just pretending. its there but not there. im trying not to think of it but its there seh.. i have to get rid of it. i will be fine.. just do one thing at a time k. it will be fine. everything will fall into place. its not going to be that bad. cheer up. there are worse things that can happen. so it will be fine. its a small thing k. yep. i will be fine. |
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| her teardrops...11:40 PM |
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he gave me a shocking wake up call today.. he's leaving.. this time to wallaby, australia. first, he said he's leaving on 16th nov. and i was like super super super sad.. 16th my birthday seh.. and we had made plans for it. and then just now we met and he said its changed to 19th.. im still sad but glad he will be here for my birthday. but then he's still leaving..
first its taiwan.. now its australia. i dunno what to feel already seh. my heart is weak and i cannot take anymore shocks. i know its not that bad. since we made it through the 3 weeks of taiwan, im sure we can make it through another 3 weeks. but still..im sad. ok, it wont be that bad. everything will be fine. stupid dah this ns. keep taking my bf away.. cant wait for him to finish his ns.
ok..dun think too much. lets just look forward to hari raya k. it will be fine. settle one thing at a time. yep..chill. |
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| her teardrops...11:19 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 10, 2006 |
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hhhmmm...i have a lot of papers to hand in.. its like one after another ar.. and i cant seem to be able to start cos my brain is now eerr...empty which is equal to no ideas which again is equal to im so dead... i cant seem to write anything seh.. its like eeerrr...the ideas are not coming at all.. and its like going to be hari raya seh.. see no mood at all to do papers.. and the deadlines are like coming nearer and nearer.. haiya..
anyway.. i happen to listen to this song. and i think the lyrics are nice..
my heart- irwanshah and acha
Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia kudenganmu
Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Kuukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita
Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang
If you love somebody could we be this strong
I will fight to win our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My Heart
sweet right the lyrics?my heart is saying that..i so dun wan to do my papers..but my brain say i have to lah.. haiya... |
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| her teardrops...9:25 PM |
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feeling so super the lazy to go school tomorrow seh.. its like a long weekend ah. and i didnt touch a single book and i like forget abt school ah.. been busy cleaning and painting that i forgot about school and tomorrow like school ah.. i dun want to go seh. i feel lazy.. so the malas you know..
i feel like staying at home.. can i not go to school??? |
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| her teardrops...11:36 PM |
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| Saturday, October 07, 2006 |
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yesterday paint door..today clean my room.. wah..i so tired! haha. but oh well..its super fine with me..spending my time well. not wasting my time away..i realise that i haven touch my books seh. haha. eeerrr...what books?!
its hazy out there..so not good. my eyes hurts actually. hope the haze will clear up fast.. and i just got back from meeting syg. he dropped by to send roti bandung.. haha. i have no idea what it was so he made for me. its actually bread soaked with bandung then fried! hehe. it taste like kueh seh. i dunno what kueh ah. but ya..kueh. but its nice lah. a different form of food. hehe. had a quick chat with him. tomorrow meeting again. and he's happy. im happy. we are both happy. haha.
and i got my chocolate milk tea too! haha...been craving for it. im feeling good actually.. my room is clean seh.. haha. i wonder how long it will last. haha. hopefully for a long long time. dont mess up your room k aslin.. haha.and i realise that i have lots of clothes.. eeerrr...i have no clothes. hahahah. so i throw lots of it. and will sell it to the karang guni man.. then i can buy some more clothes.. haha. and while clearing it up i found stuffs that brings back lots of memories.. i guess memories do stay.. its funny but everything's cool. nothing's change. im still here. i still know what im doing. hehe.. and i miss my primary school friends.. i wonder how they are doing..lost touch with some of them. i hope we will somehow meet..i dunno how lah but ya.. haha.
so to all ppl out there who think you know me or think i know you or from juying primary school.. do say hello!!! hahahaha..ok..ciaoz.. |
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| her teardrops...10:10 PM |
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had no classes today.. woo hoo. so spent the day at home. i did not laze around ok.. in fact i spend the afternoon painting the door. and my back hurts.. i almost forget how tiring it is to paint. a couple years back painted the house and it was damn tiring.. i told myself..wah..no more paint lah.. then before fasting month i was like looking at my house door ah. its like in a bad condition and i thought oh well..lets paint it to save it from looking bad.. and its a door only mah..how hard can it be right.. ya right!
i like spend 5 hours ah to paint one door! i dunno why i took so long seh.. have to put a lot of coat cos the colour we chose were light. its suppose to be light brown ah. but i dunno how come it looks more and more like cream or beige to me! and now that its painted i think it look funny seh! the walls are yellow and the door like err..cream? beige? aiyoh.. i dunno what colour it is oso.. and it looks funny.. but whats done is done. cannot do anything oreadi.. haha..
oh well...eerrr...i miss my bf. ya. |
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| her teardrops...8:09 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 04, 2006 |
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know the song, "Somewhere Only We Know"?
its not really an old song but not new either.
i have always like the lyrics... and i wonder if i can really go to that someplace where only we know... i dont even know what place it is. but i think it will be beautiful.. so so so beautiful...and i will want to be with my loved one there. just us there...
so will we go somewhere only we know...
will you bring me there?
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know? |
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| her teardrops...8:51 PM |
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last year, during the fasting month, boy brings girl to break fast at SOFRA. boy said to girl, next year during the fasting month, let's come here again and that we wouldnt eat here until its the fasting month. girl told him, hmmm...lets see if we are still together next year. and boy said, we will, thats for sure. and girl just laughed...
yesterday, 30th sept 2006
well..fasting month is back this year. and boy said, told you we are still together.. girl just nodded and smiled. and they were back at SOFRA at the same table last year..
 SOFRA
 boy
 girl
the food they ate...
when boy sent girl home, boy said..every year during fasting month we go SOFRA k. and girl replied, ok..see if we are still together. and boy said..we will, im sure. and girl again..just laughed... |
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