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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
| Wednesday, November 29, 2006 |
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this entry has jannah's name in the title.. hehe. (suka tak jannah?) hehehehehe... so yesterday met dearest cousin to pass her the birthday present.. hehe.. glad that she liked it and actually i think im going to buy it for myself too.. haha.. anyway, like always..we have like a lot of things to talk about ah.. like talk and talk.. when actually we met two weeks ago. haha.. but im not complaining.. hehe..jannah.. u byk best lah.. haha.
syg called saying that he will be back earlier.. 2 days earlier.. which means after my last paper which is on the 7th, he will be back and that means we can meet! hahaha.. but then our plans for the weekend will have to be cancelled cos he will have to go kl for his cousin's wedding.. we already made plans to go sentosa but because he has to go back, it would have to be cancelled.. but its ok.. no sweat.. im just glad he will be back earlier. what matters is he is back. so im so looking forward to my last paper.. the exams will be over and once that lecturer say u may leave the room.. i can see him. haha.. see lah, exam blum over dah pikir nak habis. haha..
so ya.. tomorrow is my first paper.. and suprisingly as of now, im not in the panic mode.. which is strange. haha. i think night time i will panic. haha.. this is bad.. ok. i guess i have to get back to the books.. soon, it will be over. soon. haha.. giler. ok.  us with the present.. hope u like it. haha.
no outing would be complete without taking pictures.. haha.
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| her teardrops...2:30 PM |
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| day 7. mp3 and another bday! |
| Monday, November 27, 2006 |
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im starting to panic..just a bit though.. haha. my first paper is like on thursday ah.. and i think im ready but not yet ready.. i dont even know what i think..
hhmm..yesterday met 3 of my close secondary school friends.. after a year of not meeting each other, we finally met and i guess we have really change appearance wise but we are still very much the same as before.. haha. had a good time talking about our past and sharing stories of what has happened to us in the last few years.. went to seoul garden and i think we ate like a lot ah. reali reali alot.. i have not eaten that much for quite sometime.. see lah, bf not here, i stuff myself with food.. haha.. anyway, they actually suprised me by buying a cake while i was away.. and so, it turned out to be a belated birthday celebration.. haha.. so sweet of them dah..
i guess time really flies.. one of them is getting married next year and we are all now busy with our own lives.. and there's like so much to catch up.. haha.. planning another meeting after my exams.. yep. exams.. haha.. k, photos of them..
 another birthday cake! woo hoo..
michelle, me and raihana... 
michelle, raihana and dayana...  the four of us! woo hoo...
spent the day today in school.. it was a well spent day.. managed to read up and studied quite a lot just now in school.. and it was raining so heavily seh.. haha.. dad fetched me and we went to fetch mum.. after that we headed to ps to buy my mp3.. hehe.. yep. i finally bought it.. for so long i have aimed this mp3. creative sen v plus.. will a post a picture of it soon.. as im typing it is charging.. so i cant take a picture.. wait k. haha.. but im loving it oreadi. so cute and so small. haha.. ok, im crazy..
he is going crazy there.. he said he cant wait to come back.. he cannot take it already.. actually, i also cannot take it already but its not that bad.. im just pouring everything on my studies.. just keep myself occupied and the time will fly.. so hold on syg.. it will be fine ok.. its day 7. still have 11 more days to go.. we can do it.. i say only but actually i also going crazy dah.. haha.. but i will be fine.. hehehe..
tomorrow will be heading down to je library to do some study and will be meeting dearest jannah after that.. want to pass her birthday present dah.. eh, you dont mcm2 k. i buy already. you just take it... hahaha. if dun wan, can give back lah.. haha.. kidding.. ok, will stop here. i need to wash the kitchen dah.. haha. after that im so hitting the bed.. haha. |
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| her teardrops...11:44 PM |
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| Saturday, November 25, 2006 |
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its a saturday... saturdays are usually spent wacthing soccer at night on espn.. and im now watching the liverp00l-manchester city match.. its getting boring.. haha.. that explains why im here.. and due to my friends' influence, im beginning to find wentworth miller quite cute. haha. actually, no..he is not cute. he's suave in a very firm kind of way but when he smiles he looks so cute dah.. haha. ok, dont worry, i dont have a huge crush on him like my friends.. i just find him quite pleasing to the eyes.. haha.. and his name is so unique.. wentworth miller. haha. ok..here's a picture of him..
 so the suave.. haha..
so.. i did some studying.. read some articles and i realsie that my first paper is like 4 days away.. oooo.. and im panicking.. there is so much to study but i dont know what to study and how to study dah.. haha.. but im doing fine i think.. just do what i can and try my best..
he called me today saying he has to go outfield and might not be able to contact me due to poor reception.. kind of worried actually. he said the road conditions there are bad and im worried abit.. hhmm.. hopefully all will go well.. i expect to see him soon. its day 5 and that means its another 13 more days.. well, just thinking of the exams will make the days pass by faster.. hehe. so i'll be fine..
tomorrow will be heading down to imm for the monthly grocery shopping with the family.. and before that will be meeting my secondary school friends for lunch.. its been quite some time we met. the last time i guess was like a year ago! haha..
alright then.. have to get back to the books.. i can do it.. haha.. by the way, tomorrow is the man u - chelsea match! cant wait! haha..
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| her teardrops...11:35 PM |
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| Thursday, November 23, 2006 |
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its amazing how a call can make you smile.. especially when that call erases part of your worries.. hehe. he called just now.. wasnt expecting him to call.. hearing his voice makes me feel so much better.. at least i know he is doing fine there.. hhmm.. it has only been 3 days.. well, at least 3 days have passed.. hehe. im fine. no worries..hehe..
so yesterday..finally met twin for late lunch.. had a good talk catching up on what has happened in our lives so far.. im happy for her.. happy that she is happy.. hehe. before that i went to the library to get some studying done.. promised him that i will study and not worry too much.. anyway, the studying helped me to keep myself occupied.. heh.
went to school today to take my film essay. suprisingly i did quite ok. better than what i was expecting.. haha. so it made me smile.. and his call just now makes me feel even better. hehe. have to go to school tomorrow to take back another essay.. and this was the worst of all the essays i have done so far.. so im not hoping for anything good. but i hope i will at least pass it. just a pass. yep. just a pass will do..
will stop here for today.. i want to watch prison break.. and will have to get back to the books after it.. keep myself occupied. cant wait for the exams to be over.. |
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| her teardrops...9:30 PM |
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| Tuesday, November 21, 2006 |
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changed the music.. i have always like this song and of course the movie. so sad seh the movie. haha.. but the music is powerful. the strings in the background.. top notch.. haha.. ok.. i had a pretty quiet day.. did some readings. i think i did managed to get some stuff into my head.. hehe.. didnt really had a good sleep yesterday. couldnt sleep but i got a few hours of sleep just now.. his flight was delayed. was suppose to flew out at 0745 but the airplane had some problems. but all is well i guess... the last call i had from him was at 12pm. that was when he said goodbye..
he msged me just now at about 7 plus saying he has arrived safely.. 2 hours earlier then the time in singapore.. i guess he must be resting now.. afterall, they had a long flight.. hhhmmm.. i guess its not that bad. everything is doing fine.. and im keeping myself busy with books.. have to study. exams are coming. first paper is next thursday.. cant wait for it to be over.. 2 reasons.. first, no more books for at least a month and secondly, he will be back by then.. hehe. so, im doing ok. he said the second time around wont be that bad.. so ya.. or maybe the realisation hasnt hit me yet. oh well.. we'll see as the days goes by.. heh.. so far so good.. just keep myself busy and everything will be fine..
feel like heading down to the library tomorrow.. spend some time out of the house in a different environment but i dont feel like going to school to study.. just dont feel like it. so.. im heading down to je library. kind of enjoy the quietness there in a way and its nearer to home.. haha.. so... i cant wait to hit the books.. *rolls eyes* haha... |
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| her teardrops...11:37 PM |
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| Monday, November 20, 2006 |
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met him just now before he flies off to wallaby. accompanied him to buy his last minute stuffs.. and i finally got to taste the secret recipe cakes.. i bought the chocalate indulgence.. woo hoo.. haha. and he bought cocoa mocca. both nice ah. then we actualy dun want to eat ah but then we saw the man next to us eating lamb stew. so nice like that so.. we bought it! haha.. and yesh, no regrets buying it.. nice dah.. i manage to only take a picture of my cake cos before i can take the photo of the lamb stew, he ate it! cannot wait dah him.. haha. we had a good talk just now. just talk. then he showed me the australia notes that he changed. so long ah the note. haha..
the cake. chocalate indulgence. yummy...  australian note. too long to take full view. haha..
come to think of it, i feel that he was extra good to me just now.. haha. i think he knows i will be sad.. actually, i already am feeling sad.. his flight will be at 0745 and off he goes.. this is the second time he is flying off.. goodbyes are never easy. hhhmmm...im still feeling the blues but i guess i will be fine as the days goes by... yes, i will be fine.
also..the exams are coming so i will make use of the time to study and prepare myself for the exams. dont feel like going to school to study.. i guess i will head down to je library and busy myself there whenever i can.. it will be fine. when the exams are over, he will be back too. so its just nice. it will be fine.. and i shall just do my best for the exams.. yep.. wont be updating too much.. or maybe i will. haha. depends on my mood..
take care you.. have a safe trip. dont try to be a hero there. do your work and come back safely k. remember your promise.. see you soon.. |
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Sunday, November 19, 2006 |
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hhmmm... i have a lot of things on my mind and lot of things to say.. this will be sort of a long entry.. so bear with me..
yesterday was the birthday pit... and i was the princess of the day.. haha.. some things didnt go my way but hey, i guess sometimes all these happens and it cant be help.. so, i guess its fine.. i just hope everyone had a good time.. ok, a note of thanks:
to my family:
thanks for helping me out and supporting me though i dont agree with you all sometimes.. hehe. to my bro and dad, thanks for helping me cook the food. to my mum, thanks for being pretty and helping me ensure everything went well.. to my sister, you never fail to brighten up my day.. you are so cute and thanks for being that.. thanks for just being there.
to jannah:
im sorry that the plan didnt work out. but i hope you had a good time anyway. thanks for coming and thanks for the adidas shirt. its nice. i like it dah.. hehehe.. and it was crazy trying to video call you. and it was merepek and stupid. i see you. you see me. and we laugh. giler kan?! haha.. but hey, its always nice to do crazy things with you. haha.
to jurana, aishah, fiza, ina and daphne:
thanks for the body shop gift. i haven used it yet. will do when i need to destress myself.. hehe. sorry i didnt entertain you guys so much. it was hectic. really appreciate that you all came..
to win and shakib:
its nice to see you as always eventhough i see you all the time in school.. hehe. thanks for the earrings. betul nye bahasakan aku. all orange.. haha. but i like.. thanks. and thanks for coming all the way from bedok.. hehe. im sure you all enjoyed the view. hehe. and yesh, sorry i didnt entertain you too.. i hope you understand..
to di and alify:
thanks for the necklace. another orange one. you guys know me so well ah.. haha. sorry i didnt entertain you guys that much too.. i hope you guys had a good time anyway..
to twin and iqbal:
i finally met him. haha. thumbs up! haha.. and i love the belt.. lawa dah.. and we do have to meet up seriously.. so many things to tell and i know you have lots to tell me too.. haha. and, ya.. i hope you had a good time. thanks k for bringing him and coming.. hehe.
to suhara:
the frame is so cool. has my name. hehe.. i like it dah.. and yesh, west coast is nearer to your house and my house too.. hehe.. thanks for coming and ghaz says the pit is near the toilet so its easy for you. hehe..
lastly, to syg:
thanks for coming. thanks for the cake. tell your siblings thanks for the presents. and the cake is nice. dont worry. i will keep the key and make it into a locket. hehe. thanks for being there and enduring my craziness and mood swings. im sad that you are leaving but dont worry about me. you take care k. and have a safe trip...
ok.. thats the thank you list.. im sorry if you guys didnt have a good time. but i really appreciate you all coming.. its nice to see you guys there. thanks. ok, here are some of the pictures..
the princess of the day... 
the princess and the queen.. 
the king and queen...  the princess and the joker..
the princessess..
 the cake.. ooo...
 cutting the cake..
jannah and me.. hehe.  the friends who came and brighten up my day...
the only group photo i managed to take.. hehe. aight... thats all..sorry if i have missed anyone out.. but you guys know right that im truly greatful. hehe.. ok then.. im tired now. haha.. till the next post... |
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| her teardrops...6:30 PM |
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| Thursday, November 16, 2006 |
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its now 11155pm.. which means 15 minutes later my burthday is over.. hehe.
first of all, i would like to say thank you to all of you who have wished me happy birthday... thanks for remembering and all your well wishes.. yesh, aslin is now 21 years old. ok, old. but not that old lah.. hehe..
second of all, i would like to thank my family for always being here for me and giving me your support in whatever i do.. im 21 oreadi and i will try my very best to be a responsible adult. hehe. im a good girl. dun worry k mum. hehe..
and i would also like to thank him for giving me a very memorable birthday.. thanks for the present.. i reali like the wallet. makes me feel rich though im not. hehe. i dun even know ohw to pronounce the brand dah. braun buffel. walked by the shop but never went in. it must have cost him a bomb. and thanks for the surprise.. i wonder where he learn to send girls flowers? hehe. i like it and yesh, its a gd surprise. i cannot believe he actually ask the guy to deliver it to my home. thanks syg. and thanks for the treat.. the food is great.. at last i got the chance to eat there and enjoy the view. esplanade at night is really beautiful. never reali did have the chance to enjoy the view fully. and i got that chance. hehe. all these surprises and gifts must have cost you a bomb. i appreciate it. thanks for bearing with my photo taking antics.. hehe. i wanted to capture everything about today.. your gf is now 21 years old. haha. but she still is as crazy and silly.. but thats why you are with me right? hehe..
 me and the wallet. hehe.
the flowers. what a nice surprise. 
before we ate.. hehe. 
the food.. cool de doodlez.  after we ate.. the difference= we are tired and full. haha.
its been a great birthday. i reali enjoyed myself today.. thanks to all of you who has made this day memorable.. your smses means a lot to me.. at least i know im remembered. hehe.. and i see you all at the pit.. lets have a blast. thanks again.. im at a loss of words.. im just happy. thanks so much people..
and yesh..i still have a birthday wish...please let it come true. heh. |
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Wednesday, November 15, 2006 |
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hehe.. something that made me smile.. i bought a new handphone! hehe.. been wanting to change phone dah.. and my plan is finishing soon so decided to upgrade the line.. i bought a sony ericsson phone. its Z610i. the pink colour! haha. ok, i dont really like pink but it looks good so im fine with it.. and the cover ah like shiny and reflect2 like that. haha. dunno how to explain it in words.. but the phone really do make me smile.. hehe. at least for awhile.. the phone.. hehe. outside.  hehe.. inside.
so..in about 2 hours..a special day will arrive.. hhmm.. i have a birthday wish. cant say here later will not come true. haha.. sometimes i wonder if wishes do come true but hey..its ok.. i love makin wishes and pray that they do come true.. so i have a wish this year and i hope it comes true. hehe..
hhmm..i dun feel excited actually.. but i guess i do want to know what he got for me and what plans he had made. so secretive. it better be a good suprise.. hehe. but its ok actually, i just want to have a good time. lets just say that i want to enjoy the day and have a good time before he goes off and before the exams arrive..
ok..will stop here.. and ya, i have a birthday wish. SSSSHHHHSSSHHHHHSSSHHHH......
 a pretty satisfied me... |
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| her teardrops...10:00 PM |
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| Sunday, November 12, 2006 |
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i had a good rest these few days.. my mind is almost cleared up. i have begun to accept that it will be that way and there is nothing much that i can do. i just have to face it and hope that everything will be fine. he gave me the courage to face it and im thankful. thanks to the people who have to endure my complaints.. and the show is coming soon.. be present you guys.. give me your support..hehe..
anyway, yesterday went jalan raya with him. had a good time and we got sesat several times but all is well. we managed to reach our destinations.. he is beginning to listen to me more now. haha. so the cool. haha. cant help but smile when he said "ok, i dgr cakap you." haha..
i finished all my major essays.. its all in the lecturers hands. and i so dont feel like taking them back cos i dun want to know the grades i will get. i can already guess my shitty grades.. and tomorrow will be my last day for lectures.. exams are coming soon and im kinda worried. have to start studying soon..
its funny. i cant wait for my birthday to come. im wondering what kind of suprise he is planning but at the same time i like dun want my birthday to come.. cos it means he will also be leaving soon.. the flight date has changed again. this time to 21st november. 8 more days. hhmm.. i dunno how to feel already dah.. haha.
its almost cleared. it might come back though. haha. |
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| her teardrops...11:29 PM |
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| Thursday, November 09, 2006 |
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ok.. i finally finished the essay. full of... ya, u guys probably know. haha.. no hope. im so going to flunk my essays this semester. dunno why i cant seem to do my essays this sem. its like my brain empty and all the ideas are gone..i hope this is temporary situation.. i still have 3 semesters left.. i need to make it through seh.. i still need that degree.. haiya.. depressing.
got back home at 3 from school.. laze around for half an hour and then its off to imm..need to buy the stuffs for the pit... ah yes.. the pit. hhmmm... ok. so ya, got half the stuff ready.. there's still things to buy and hopefully everything goes well.. still have 1 more week to prepare.. i guess after the pit i will have to start studying..its going to be a super crazy time studying like mad. ok..we will leave that thought later when the pit is over.. oo.. and i bought 2 shirts for him.. cant help it.. the shirts are nice.. and of course i bought for myself too.. hehe. 2 shirts and a capri pants. at this rate, my money will be gone.. oh well.. nevermind. i shall save the money all over again..
you all must be thinking that im feeling better right? haha.. actually, i also dont know what im feeling.. i guess that phase is, whatever want to happen, happen lah.. i leave it to fate... |
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| her teardrops...10:13 PM |
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| still is are was were crap |
| Wednesday, November 08, 2006 |
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ok.. i still feel like crap.. but feeling crap and crying my hearts out or eating and stuffing my mouth with ice cream and bubble teas will not solve the problem.. i guess nothing will solve it like what caca said.. so i guess i have to head it straight on and just pretend that everything is fine..
and im on the way to finishing another crap essay. its due on friday. and i guess this essay is officially the most crap essay in my whole 3 semesters of doing essays.. haiya..
i still feel crap but no choice. my essay is full of crap. there is crap all around me.. and i think i have to stop using the word crap.. any substitute word people? hhmmm...
STILL IS ARE WAS WERE CRAP!
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Monday, November 06, 2006 |
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| i feel like crap...so so crap. it really is crap. and i feel like crap. |
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| her teardrops...1:05 PM |
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| Saturday, November 04, 2006 |
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i finally finished my film essay.. woo hoo.. its full of crap seh. i keep on editing the paper and i have decided. no more editing. its done and thats it. haha.. i hope what i wrote makes sense to the tutors.. i just hope they dont vomit blood seh.. haha. oh well, one essay done and more to go.. its so going to be crazy.. after the family essay, its time to hit the books. exams are so around the corner. my first paper like on the 30th ah.. and thats like less then 3 weeks! so so so dead.. ok, chill.. i can do it. just try my best. haha..
now that the film essay is done, im going to get some rest and watch the man u game later on.. hope they win and put chelsea under pressure.. woo hoo.. i guess i will have to start on my family essay soon. finish it fast and then i can just forget about it.. ok..press on aslin. you can do it. crap. crap. crap. |
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| her teardrops...6:31 PM |
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| Friday, November 03, 2006 |
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went to school today to hand in my film report. another crappy report.. im so dead and i still have two more essays. film and family. film is due on monday and family is due on friday. going to be a crazy week ahead.. the essays are so going to be full of crap cos i have no ideas seh.. its like nothing is coming into my brain and it is empty.. oh well...
visited my aunts and uncles when i got back from home.. went to 3 houses only dah..cos everyone is tired. but im glad managed to go to jannah's house to see her mum. her mum sick.. u take care k jannah.. be strong. im here when u need someone to crap with.. hehe. got back at about 8plus.. and im now trying to do my film essay.. so far i managed to come up with 2 pages.. about 500 words.. another 1500 words to go.. should be ok cos im full of crap. and my grade for this essay will be crap too. well, you cant expect to get good grades when you hand in crap right? haha..
ok..i seriously need to finish up the film essay. deadline coming.. haiya.. so depressing dah.. someone save me please... |
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| her teardrops...10:45 PM |
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| Wednesday, November 01, 2006 |
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currently playing.. "Kenangan Terindah" by Samsons. in english, the title is "Most Beautiful Memory"..i think. haha. my translation sucks.. oh well. enjoy...
Aku yang lemah tanpamu Aku yang rentan karena Cinta yang tlah hilang Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka Sampai jantung tak berdetak Selama itu pun aku mampu Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati Iye ye ye .. Uh .. (Bagiku engkaulah. cinta sejati. )
Chorus: Bila yang tertulis untukku Adalah yang terbaik untukmu Kan kujadikan kau Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku Namun takkan mudah bagiku Meninggalkan jejak hidupku Yang tlah terukir abadi Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
im so not in the mood to do my essays..what's new right? haha... |
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| her teardrops...4:38 PM |
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