sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
Friday, December 29, 2006 |
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my 200th entry.. haha. this is not the kind of entry i want for my 200th. but if its like that, its like that...
there is something wrong.. and i dont know what to do.. i dont feel like doing anything. i just want to sit around.. but i have been sitting around since i got back from kl.. haven been going out or spending time outside.. have basically been doing nothing and just sitting at home.. maybe its what twin says..its the holidays and i have been activitaing my weird thoughts.. sometimes i wonder if i do think too much.. but if we dont think, we wouldnt know then that what is happening or what we are doing is right or wrong..
i dont know.. i just feel that there is something wrong. i dont deny that i was abit harsh but why cant you see why i was like that in the first place.. you want the old one? thats the thing.. you cant cope if i change.. you dont want me to change? maybe i didnt change.. maybe i have been like this..its just that you dont know.. you dont see.. you dont realise.. you said i think too much. thats the problem.. i think. you dont think. i dont know.. im at a lost.. maybe its true i think too much. i dont even know what im thinking.. maybe i feel insecure.. maybe i feel out of place. you said dont be sad.. ok, so you want me to be happy when there is something wrong? i dont know. i really dont know..
i no longer know what i feel. i no longer know what you feel. i no longer know what i want. i know longer know what you want. see.. i no longer know.. and so if its like that, then its like that.. like i said, i no longer know.. well, at least for now..maybe it will change. maybe it wont change. we'll see... |
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her teardrops...11:30 PM |
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