have been thinking and i realise that as always...there is nothing that i can really do. i just have to take one thing at a time and live day by day as it go.. hope is diminishing and i guess we just have to continue living with it.. tough but we have lived with it for such a long time and we have to continue like that..
syg knows im not exactly feeling happy but he said not to worry. pity him having to endure my moods.. i gave him a choice and he had chosen. he said im crazy and i said he is crazy. haha. in the end he said because we both are crazy, we'll stick together no matter what. ok syg. we will. i hope i have the courage to carry on. if i falter along the way, im sorry.
hhhmmm... moving on to a lighter topic.. in 2 days will be our 2nd anniversary. i didnt imagine that happening... and cos syg cant get leave on monday to celebrate it, we decided to have a mini one today and another one when he gets time off.. so we went fish and co. been a year since we went there.. see, being with syg made me visit so many restaurants and taste a lot of different food.. and syg as always have a big appetite. its always about the food you see.. haha. i love the hot chocolate fudge. so the sweet... haha. and the waitresses there were like suoer the friendly ah. they keep on coming to our table and asked about the food. like after sending one dish they will wiat for 10 minutes and then come to us.. "how's the food? i hope its good." and im like.. hmm. then they came back and asked, "is everything ok?" and im like.. hmm.. syg was like, i want to eat in peace. haha. but they were very nice and polite. haha. anyway, eating and spending the time with syg just now made me forget about the troubles im facing.. and he tried his very best to cheer me up. haha. so i guess im feeling a bit better... and its the weekend.. there's soccer! haha.. and this weekend matches are mouth watering.. haha. the liverpool-chelsea match is in 2 hours time.. well, being a man u fan, i hope it will end in a draw or chelsea losing it.. hehe. and tomorrow, there is the arsenal-man u match. and man u must win. haha.. ok, will stop here... some pictures of our fish and co date...
 before our meal...  i find this thing.. very cute. haha.  the calamari.. his favourite.
 this is.. peri peri catch. i wonder why its called peri peri.
the seafood platter... punya lah kenyang.
 my favourite of all!! so the super sweet.. ooo..  after the dessert.. time for a photo. (tak lepas itu fudge!) haha. |
