sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 |
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they say a leopard never change its spots..
how true that is.. sometimes i wonder why he's like that. i thought he would change but he didnt. numerous chances were given but still he remained that way. why doesnt he think of the people around him and learn his lesson? what is it that he wants? he said he wants respect but how do we respect him when there is nothing respectable? i just dont understand. im tired of his attitude and i dont know what else should be done. isnt there no shame at all? doesnt he feel ashame of his actions?
i feel the shame. sometimes i dont know how to face people. but then when i think back, its not my fault. i didnt ask for it. i pity her but i have no idea how to help her. i worry that things will become even worse. i just hope that one day he will realise his mistakes and change.. but this hope of mine is like diminishing bit by bit. i thought it stopped but it didnt.
i dont know what to do. im at a loss. i want to change things but i dont know how. i dont want to get into trouble. i dont want to make things worse. maybe thats why i studied extra hard and try my best to be a good girl and not cause any trouble. in a way then there is something for her to be happy about. i want her to be happy and not be sad. im sad looking at the way things are. but i really dont know what to do. maybe if i bang my head, things will change ar? haha.
maybe there really is no way for him to change. well.. a leopard never changes its spots. and im almost giving up... |
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her teardrops...6:30 PM |
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