sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
Saturday, January 06, 2007 |
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hhhmm.. i was not intending to blog today but in the morning something happened and it really pissed me off so much so i have to 'pour' it out here! wah.. thinking about it makes me so pissed seh..
well.. i had to fetch my sister from her religious class and mum was me.. we were at the bus stop and 334 came.. and because it was in a saturday morning you know lah ah ..thee were a lot of nyonyas and makciks back from the market.. so when the door opened, mum went in and i was left with ika..there were a lot of people pushing.. this makcik pushed me to get on the bus first.. well, im not angry. it was just an accident.. BUT i tripped and thus accidentally pushed a nyonya beside me who was also trying to board the bus.. i was about to say sorry when the nyonya suddenly turned and shouted at me..."DONT PUSH. WE CAN FALL YOU KNOW!".. and i was like.. "hello.. it was an accident and it wasnt my fault." i wanted to say nicely and i was even prepared to apologise to her BUT she actaully SHOUTED at me! and there were like so many people ah.. and you know seeing me, they thought im an inconsiderate teenager who has no manners.. wah lau.. please lah ok.. doesnt mean that im behind you, im the one who pushed you and there was not a need to SHOUT at me..
that nyonya really make me angry seh.. you know, they always tell us to help the elderly lah.. give up the seats lah and so on.. hey, i do that ok. i respect the elderly and i willingly give up my seat to them.. and i even help some nyonyas and makciks carry their plastic bags ok.. so hello, i know and i have manners ok.. maybe im not a saint but there's really not a need to SHOUT at me.. to think that i was prepared to apologise eventhough it was not my fault.. arrrggghhh..
sometimes i think the elderly should also spare a thought for us.. i mean we are helping them as much as we can but if they themselves dont want to be helped, than what can we do? im not being rude.. as bad or horrible people think i am, i do have manners.. my parents teach me ok. so please lah.. think before you act. and if i really wanted to push that nyonya, i will like really push ah..what for hold back right? im not angry ah that i was being pushed but im just pissed at the nyonya ah.
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ok.. i think i feel better. what a way to start the day seh.. haiya. i dunno lah. |
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her teardrops...4:45 PM |
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