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sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
| Wednesday, February 28, 2007 |
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| im tired. |
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| her teardrops...6:30 PM |
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| Monday, February 26, 2007 |
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hhmm..
back to school today after the mid term break.. its only the first day but yet i feel so the tired.. wahrgh..
and i have a paper to hand in this wed and fri hhmm.. i have a great partner for my wed paper.. what he wrote on the paper is like so professional.. so not.. me. haha. and ya.. my food paper is due this friday.. its only half done. and tutorials are on this week.. so many to read.. crap. i wouldnt understand what im reading anyway. hahaha.
ok.. wouldnt think abt it anymore. im done with it. at least for now.. amidst all the mayhem and crazy deadlines, im still satisfied cos im indulging.. in a new chocalate... hehehe.
i guess its the little things that makes u smile.hehe.. hhmmm.. i feel like drinking bubble tea.. |
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| her teardrops...11:55 PM |
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| Sunday, February 25, 2007 |
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crap.
its back to school tomorrow.
crap.
man u won..
yeh..
riding their luck once more..
eventhough i was switching channels between suria and espn,
i was fully aware that fulham was like damn good.
lucky man u.
but hey.. 3 points is 3 points.
hahaha.
and era farida finally won..
like finally ah.
i think she has been the silent winner for so long.
so it was her day yesterday.
congrats to her.
she damn funny.
haha.
and like.. taufik won?
i knew it lah. like hello.
whatever.
ooo.. and i bought an orange mouse.
small and cute.
hhmm.. sounds like me?
hahaha.
crap.
ok.. cant wait for the cup final between arsenal and chelsea.
i dont want any of them to win seh.
hahaha.
hate both of them lah.
so im neutral.
heck.
crap.
its back to school tomorrow.
crap. |
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| her teardrops...8:51 PM |
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| Saturday, February 24, 2007 |
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i cannot believe it...
mid term break is coming to an end.
damn fast.
i feel like it just started.
eh, actually didnt start at all ah.
considering that i was like busy with term papers it didnt feel like i was having holidays ah.
crap.
oh well.. on the bright side, i still got loads of sleeping time.
hehe. ok lah.. and i did catch a movie with my parents.
so ok lah.. dont ask for much. be contented. hehe.
hhmm..
im feeling quite ok..
i managed to conduct the interviews..
ya. so merepek. must conduct interviews for my term papers..
well..i thought of crapping it and make my own.. haha.
but since i had the opportunity, i did lah the interview..
still kan..i think it was crap. hahaha.
and i managed to finally start writing my food paper.
ya.. food. talking about food. im hungry.
its 1/4 done? haha. still a long way to go.
and the deadline is like friday.
damn.
ok.. enough about term papers..
in the morning, met the bf for like two hours..
while waiting for my sister to finish her religious class..
and i had to help him type his resume.
i realised that he did so much better then me for his Os..
hahaha..
and to think he didnt want to further his studies
but i guess he made the right decision in a way..
he said he didnt have interest in studies already
so no point go study..
and thats why he decided to go shatec.
whatever makes him happy i guess.
sometimes he says he regrets but i told him..
no point regretting.
and its not as if you cant get a job.
there will be jobs.
its a matter of want or dont want.
he will ord in less then 2 weeks.
clearing his leave from the 6th onwards.
so its like almost there..
i so cannot wait!
haha.
then i wouldnt have to deal with his ns shit.
haha. can go crazy.
so hang on.. haha.
and after the ord, it will be finding job time.
even now im like going crazy helping him find jobs.
actually im not really bothered where he works at.
important thing is he happy can already.
so hopefully a job will come his way.. hehe.
and then i can so ketuk him. hahaha.
hhhmm..
there are so many good shows tonight.
i want to watch pesta perdana.
i also want to watch the man u match.
the timing clash seh..
wah.. can go crazy.
i guess man u will have to take a backseat today.
nvm. i can always watch the highlights later on.
ok.. im hungry.
want to go find food.
tata. |
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| her teardrops...4:55 PM |
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| Tuesday, February 20, 2007 |
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woo hoo.. i had a great two days.. spent it super well.. haha.
yesterday was out with mum, dad and ika..
went to johor to catch a movie.. watched movie at johor a bit cheaper. hehe. and we watched the ghost rider. its a super cool movie ah. never knew that nicholas cage can look so good. he's kinda old but i think he suit the role perfectly.. haha. and the cinema was damn crowded. well..thats of course lah eh. down there also holiday mah.. hahaha..
 the movie poster.. cool right. its a must watch people!!!
 wah.. the ghost really on flames ah. and the bike.. oh so cool! and today..
met him.. no need to hide already.
hehe..
didnt do anything much..
as usual we prefer to sit and talk.
so yep.. its been a good two days..
its back to school and work for all of you..
but i still have 5 more days of rest..
hehe..
but then nothing to be happy about actually.
cos.. like i said, there are lots of papers to be done..
damn.
crap.
oh well.. do one at a time i guess..
and i really have to start now..
the deadline for one of my papers is like next friday.
crap. i cant think of anything to write..
oh..whatever.
going to the library tomorrow with mum
maybe i can find some books to help with my papers..
maybe.
haha.
we'll see..
ooo... champion's league is back..
and man u is playing later at 3.30am.
will be watching. haha.
i guess i shd get some sleep now
and wake up later to watch the game..
woo hoo.
lets hope for a man u win..
hehe.
ok. adios. |
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| her teardrops...11:30 PM |
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| Sunday, February 18, 2007 |
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i spent the whole of yesterday slacking on the sofa watching tv.
hahahahahhahahaah.
it feels good.
i tell you like i did nothing and took revenge..
hahahaha..
how wonderful it was to take a break.
and ch62 was showing so many good movies.
its like one after another!
and there was the FA cup..
which man u drew?!
like what the heck..
so the pissed..
but oh well... thats soccer.
and today i woke up still not touching my books..
hahahaha..
what books?
what papers?
whatever...
ok lah..
tomorrow will have to start at least on something..
ok..lets leave it to tomorrow..
hehehehe..
like i said..
how wonderful it is to take a break..
crap. cant do that for too long.
ok.. tomorrow..
and i feel like im playing hide and seek.
no choice k..
what to do..
i will appear..
just not now..
oh..by the way..
hapy chinese new year to my chinese friends..
do a good deed.
share the hong baos.. hehehe. |
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| her teardrops...9:58 PM |
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| Friday, February 16, 2007 |
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finally.. the mid term break has started..
its only one week..
and its not even a week if you count all the term papers i have to do..
crap.. super and utter crap..
a break is suppose to be a break..
as in nothing to do...
just to rest..
crap.
2 individual term papers.
2 group works.
3 pair works.
and it doesnt help if THEY are MIA..
crap.
i really need a break..
ok..thats it. im going to rest and do whatever I want.
the term papers im so going to put aside..
ok..not for long.
but at least for 2 days can???
crap.
by the way.. i went to the museum..
for a group project of course..
and the museum is cool.. haha.
ok.. im taking a break.. |
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| her teardrops...11:19 PM |
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| Thursday, February 15, 2007 |
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ok..as mentioned. photos of yesterday's toast date... hehe.  this is where we went..jurong entertainment centre. Ah Hock Kaya Roti.
 the ice blended milo.. just nice for me. not so sweet.
 the half boiled eggs..  this is called.. cheese burger. haha. yesh. there is a whole in the middle of the bun and they break an egg in it. covered it with cheese and toast it in the oven.. creative right? nice!
and this is.. squarish cheese toast.. its french toast with cheese on top.. another wow. haha.
we actually went here before to try the toast. and we decided to drop by again to eat. i guess we had enough of eating at restaurants for now.. haha. and the economy is so bad now so we decided to save. and the next best place to eat is toast.. haha. but its so cool.. its not where and what you eat. the company you have is much more important. hehe. and i feel like eating the toast again.. haha.
 of all the presents he gave me throughout our relationship, this simple card touched me the most.. he so not the card kind of person and it must have been hard for him to think of what to write. haha. but i guess.. thats why i love this card..
hhmmm.. im feeling tired yet again.. cant wait for the mid term break which is like next week.. but then its not really a break seh.. so many term papers to do.. wah.. i dun want to hand in a crap essay but then.. what i have been writing is usually crap.. haha. will think of something to write.. but for now, im going to get some rest.. tomorrow will be a long day for me.. in the morning, its off to the stadium to watch ika's sports day.. then in the afternoon, its lecture and a project meeting which will end at 5.. then will be going to the museum with some friends for a group project.. woosh.. its a long long day i guess tomorrow.. |
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| her teardrops...6:45 PM |
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| Wednesday, February 14, 2007 |
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hhmmm.. good morning.
its vday.
happy vday.
dont really celebrate it.
just an excuse to meet? whatever. join in the mood.
whatever. so where is he taking me to?
eat toast. yes. toast. will try take pictures later k.
oh ya.. dont MIA already can? its getting on my nerves. |
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| her teardrops...11:41 AM |
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| Monday, February 12, 2007 |
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crap.
im tired of studying.
crap.
im tired of facing the books.
crap.
im tired if taking tests.
crap.
when will all these end?
aslin. be thankful. u have the chance to study. so must make full use of it. treasure the opportunity given. dont give up. im sure u can do it. 2 more semesters to go.. carry on. dont let her down. must persevere ok.
hhmmm.. still its crap. i cant seem to remember all those europe notes.. crap.
i walked/ran in the rain just now.. its been awhile.. |
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| her teardrops...9:45 PM |
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| Sunday, February 11, 2007 |
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the weekend is coming to an end.. back to school tomorrow.. feels so short seh.. hhmm. the weekend has been quite ok. finally managed to catch a movie yesterday with syg.. been like a super duper long time since we went.. the last was like on my birthday! hahaha.. watched adrift. not bad lah the movie.. syg says it must be cheap producing the movie as it was shot on the open sea and since they were stranded.. not much to spend on clothes! hahaha.. but its a sad movie lah..
anyway, we watched the movie at bugis.. and i just had to check our previous movie records.. prior to yesterday we have only caught one movie at bugis and it was 2 years ago. haha.. and bugis was like damn crowded ah.. syg had influenced me.. in the past i didnt matter if the place is crowded or not but since being with him, i find that i hate crowds and orchard is far to me.. haha. such a lazy bum. crap.. its his fault.. and i think its because of the fact that it has been a long time since we spend time at a crowded destination, my legs are sore from the walking.. and actually we didnt walk that much ah.. but still i was like damn tired when i got home.. and we managed to eat at burger king!!! yeah.. and since the bk at bugis was damn crowded, we took the mrt to raffles place and ate at the bk outlet there. what a contrast ah. the place like empty. haha. which is cool.. filled our stomachs and took a walk past fullerton to get the bus back home..
hhmmm... as usual..no matter how tired i am, i will still stay up to catch a man u match. haha. and yesh, we won.. haha. it completed my day. and today i spend my day trying to read my europe notes.. the key words are 'TRYING TO READ'. hahaha.. im so dead.. the test is like on tuesday.. and i have like countless of term papers due mext month.. i still have about a month to finish them.. but before i know it, it will be like super near.. looks like i will be spending my time at the libraries getting books and more books.. and filling my mind with those never ending notes and the countless readings.. thats why i say im like forever reading.. i like reading but not this kind of reading.. crap.
im so dreading to go school and doing my term papers.. i can feel the heat.. crap. ok, i'll stop here.. and leave you guys with this phase which i think makes sense when you think of it.. "TRUTH IS NOT TO BE SEEN BUT TO BE BELIEVED IN". |
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| her teardrops...6:35 AM |
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| Friday, February 09, 2007 |
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okies.. i have changed the song again.. haha. this is now the song of the moment for me.. have always loved this song but i didnt know the title and where to get it.. thanks to caca i know the title and i have the song.. hehehe. i think the lyrics are meaningful and i have interpreted it in my own way.. with some crazy interpretations along the way.. haha. so enjoy the song and of course my interpretation of it verse by verse.. hahaha.
"Collide"
The dawn is breaking (no longer it is night.. a new day has come)
A light shining through (there is a light at the end of all your problems)
You're barely waking (but you are still not awake)
And I'm tangled up in you (still, my mind is full of you.. so complicated)
Yeah (... YEAH)
I'm open, you're closed (hhmm.. whats open? my heart. but your eyes are closed)
Where I follow, you'll go (i go anywhere, you follow k.. so sweet..)
I worry I won't see your face (i worry i see someone else. i need you. just see you)
Light up again (then my life will be light up)
Even the best fall down sometimes (i make mistakes too eventhough im the best!)
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme (bad things happen you know)
Out of the doubt that fills my mind (so many things im not sure of)
I somehow find (but still i find)
You and I collide (YOU ARE MEANT FOR ME)
I'm quiet you know (im shy.. what to do..)
You make a first impression (you have always been the one..)
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind (i realise that im yours)
Even the best fall down sometimes (i make mistakes again...)
Even the stars refuse to shine (and suddenly no light..)
Out of the back you fall in time (and then you came into my life)
I somehow find (and i find..)
You and I collide (YOU ARE MEANT FOR ME)
Don't stop here (continue to be a part of me)
I lost my place (im lost..)
I'm close behind (but then..im right there..)
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
so... hahhahahha.. moral of the song.. you will end up meeting if that person is meant for you.. dah jodoh tak ke mana.. or if you're meant to be together, you will be together..
collide=crash=inseperable=LOVE
k.. tata. |
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| her teardrops...5:30 AM |
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| Thursday, February 08, 2007 |
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its gone..
gone with the wind..
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| her teardrops...9:02 PM |
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| Tuesday, February 06, 2007 |
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i cannot take it ah... there is too many readings to do and my brain is too crammed up to fit in anymore already. and the assignments, term papers are all coming up.. i have not even started thinking about the topics.. this is bad. very bad.. haiya.. how???
there is so many things to do but so little time.. i should manage my time well and then i can fit in everything but then how to fit in when cannot fit? like the tons of readings.. wah lau.. i need to slow down..catch my breath.. and my heart like pain seh. not pain mentally but physically. like tired ah the heart.. can the heart be tired? haiya.. i dunno. i think i need to slow down but how to slow when i have to rush..
im not panicking but maybe everything just comes at once.. and im like freaking tired.. the tiredness like increasing seh.. since like dunno when.. when i finally got time to rest, i will realise that i have not done something. oh crap. i think i need a break.. i cant wait for my 3 months break but thats like in may seh. and projects havent done, exams also not yet come so how can the holidays come seh..
oh crap. ok. nevermind. aslin, take one step at a time. things are not that bad. you will get through it as always k.. come on. dont give up.. ok, im crazy. im talking to myself. oh crap.. i think thats it ah. im not touching the readings already ah. no more. crap. |
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| her teardrops...9:10 PM |
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| Sunday, February 04, 2007 |
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WAH!!! IM SUPER THE HAPPY AR!!!
WE WON AH!!!
THE LIONS WON IT AGAIN!!!
WE WON AH!!!
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!!
WE WON AH!!!
OH YESH AR!!!
SINGAPORE YOU THE BEST AH!!!
I LOVE YOU AH LIONS!!!
I LOVE YOU LAH SINGAPORE!!!
DONT THINK I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT!!!
TOO HAPPY TOO EXCITED!!!
WOO HOO!!! WOO HOO!!!
YESH AH!!!
HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! |
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| her teardrops...10:28 PM |
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| Saturday, February 03, 2007 |
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just yesterday i was saying that i wanted to stay at home today and rest but hahaha.. i went out just now.. to meet twin and also to look for a present for him.. its funny how i can be so disappointed and angry with him but yet i still decide to buy him that vday gift.. hahaha. according to my friends..aslin marah tak pass.. its not that i dont get angry.. i do.. but it just doesnt stay long unless of course im really really really*100 angry.. haha.
so ya.. its been like a super long time since i met twin ar..and a super duper long time since i went to town..im not really a town person.. and it was damn crowded ar.. what you expect? saturday right? haha. hhmmm... i try to avoid going there as much as i can cos i think its too far.. haha. singapore is small but yet i think orchard is too far.. crazy right? so ya lah.. been a long time since i walk up and down orchard.. and i got him the gift... after looking at shoes, bags and shirts.. i decided to buy him a pair of shoes.. the beetlebug shoes.. he wanted it for quite some time so i decide to buy for him and yesh.. im broke now. haha. but its ok, money can find again.. and worse come to worse, i'll make him pay me back.. haha.
and im so tired ah.. all that walking makes me dizzy now.. haha. weak seh. and twin introduced me to this thing called 'fried mars bar'. i tell you..its so nice ar.. the next time i go town, im so going to buy it.. but the thing is, i dont go town that often.. haha. but we'll see.. i might just have to go back there on monday if the shoes doesnt fit on him..
i changed the blog song.. its faithfully by journey.. i kinda like it.. haha. i think the 'sexy back' mood is gone now.. haha.. so i decide its time for faithfull..haha. i am ok.. no kidding. haha. orites.. im going to go take a rest and prepare myself for soccer mode.. im hoping for chelsea to lose.. hehe.. but the chances are they might win ar.. so not the good. ok, picture of the shoes..
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| her teardrops...8:00 PM |
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| Friday, February 02, 2007 |
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oh yeah! the weekend is coming!!! hahahaha.. im always so glad that the weekend has arrived cos i can finally take a short breather from school.. hehe. like i said, its never about going out.. its more about staying in? haha.. ya, im weird. i prefer staying in rather then going out... actually, not true lah.. i do go out and enjoy going out on weekends and its mostly on weekends that i get to see him and tease the hell out of him.. haha. but as i said he is super busy so too bad lah but hey, no probs.. there will be other days.. hehe..
school has been pretty taxing as per normal.. im like forever reading and it sucks.. tired lah. haha. but thats school i guess.. no choice.. haha. ouh..whatever lah eh.. if by reading can get me that damn paper, fine lah.. sometimes i think its like crazy ah.. go through so much to get a piece of paper.. but then the paper will give you a lot of opportunities.. really? i dunno.. we'll see when i grad.. haha. well, i still stand by what i say.. there is much more in life then grades ar.. nevertheless, im thankful that i have the chance to study.. some people dont.. so im thankful.. hehe.
ok.. enough abt school.. lets talk about soccer.. wah lau.. the thailand-spore match.. so the DRAMA ar.. like hello??? ok, so it was a harsh penalty ar but there's not a need to protest until like that... and to think of it why so the scared of losing? there will be a second leg at thailand mah.. so the advantage will be to you right? so why must stage a walkout? and i read the papers.. the thai coach is a national hero?! like hello.. you should be puttng a good example.. are you saying that if we are unhappy, we shd just walk out? life is unfair in the first place.. what you should have done is like protest after the match and then ppl will repect you and symphatise with the fact tat spore did not win the game fairly.. but YOU had to WALK OUT?! haiya.. and now im like super worried about the lions going to bangkok for the match on sunday.. and with the politics all playing a part, its so going to be a crazy match ah.. i'll pray for your safety.. ish.. so the exciting ar..
woo hoo ar.. with that.. tata.
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