my open tears

sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one

have faith, you.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

so...

friday was mum's birthday..

and as mentioned

we went to sakura at downtown east

for the birthday dinner.

its better then the tampines buffet.

food quality is better..

a bit more sedap.

as for the variety i think its pretty much the same

but what i like is the bandung blended!

hahaha.

i drank like 5 glasses!

hehe.

and as always..

we were so so so full..

i actually felt full all the way till saturday evening.

too much food for one day i think

hahahaha.

mum said she liked the food

but its too far..

jurong all the way to pasir ris.

hahaha.

oh well..

she like can oreadi lah..

okok.

pictures...

at home.. while waiting for the birthday girl to be ready.. hehe.

the food.. first round. not even complete yet.

who else but my brother.. haha.

the birthday girl with the husband. matching colour somemore.. hehe.

ika and mum...

the family picture.. hehe.

and of course... yours truly...

p.s. im kinda having a bad tummy ache... haha.

her teardrops...3:15 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

ok.
i think the blogger problem has hit me.
my posts are missing!!!
cheh.
anyway.
this post s just to see what the hell is wrong with my blog!
cheh.

her teardrops...2:37 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

went shopping for presents yesterday with him.
and i think we almost go to all the shops at vivo.
hahaha.
too bad he had to follow me go in and out of the shops.
never knew that buying presents
for the parents is so hard.
hahaha
was looking for a bag for mum and a polo tee for dad.
its mum's birthday this friday
and as for dad.. just buy.
hehehe.

so we went searching.
the bags were either too big, too small or just not suitable.
it needs to be just nice so she can bring it to work.
anyway, we finally found a bag which suit what i was looking for
at charles and keith.
just perfect.
hehe.
and after buying the bag it was time for dad's turn.
i just realise that polo tees
nowadays are all so 'youngish' looking.
and that was the problem..
i cant possibly have my dad wearing bright orange and yellow tees...
he will look like a neon sign!
hahah.

after looking like at countless shops
we decided to go into one last shop before giving up.
and we found it! hahaha.
nautica! and the colours there we so nice.
so many to choose from and we decided to get
a greyish brown striped polo.
so nice.
hahaha.

i was so pleased that i got what i wanted.
hahaha.
gave mum and dad the presents.
and the look on mum's face so funny.
she say no more suprise.
and i was like she's bound to see it
anyway when i reached home..
and she said so nice how to bring go work?
see.. no point buy for her if she's not going to use.
tak kan lah nak simpan buat piasan kan.
hahaha.
nevermind.
she can use it for whatever she wants.
and dad was like so expensive the polo.
why buy?
he action only.
buy oreadi use lah.
hehehe.

cant wait for dinner this friday.
made a reservation at sakura downtown east.
the buffet better be good.
hehehe.
and i hope mum will like the food.
hahaha.
wait for my entry on the birthday dinner.
hehehe.

okies. logging off.
and pictures of the gifts...

the charles and keith bag. i like the colour.

nautica polo tee. i like the colour too. hehe.

her teardrops...2:40 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

yesterday mum cooked lauk lemak ketam..
i dunno what it is in english.
heh.
but its a crab dish..
so the sedap!
its been quite some time since we had crab.
and of course, i truly enjoyed it.

and it was nurses day yesterday.
mum had to go as she is a proud recipent of merit award.
so the proud of my mum.
but then we couldnt follow her
as the dinner was only for nurses.
not fair right?
hahaha.
and im sure she had a gd time looking at the pictures she took.
so happy for her.
heh.

feeling happy for jannah.
she got a job!
so the cool.
hopefully all will go well for her.
and jannah, wait for me to get a job too k.
then we will treat each other.
hehehe.

and im meeting him tmr.
been a week since i saw him.
and its 2 and a half years today.
hahaha.
anyway, have to buy a birthday present for mum tmr.
her birthday is coming.
have no clue what to buy though.
so will have to look2 tmr at vivo.
haha.

orite. stop here for now.
going to play games with ika.
till the next post.

her teardrops...2:50 PM

better

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

hhmm...
i feel better now.
with all the advices by mum and him
i realised that there is no running away
and no point in believing or be scared.
i should be scared of HIM
and not of other things.
i should be brave and move on.
i must have faith
and i know now that i am not alone.
i still have my family.
so no worries. i am fine.

ok.
watched harry potter yesterday..
and i had no clue what was happening.
haha.
i did not follow up with the story
and all i knew was harry potter is a wizard
who can perform magic
and fly on brooms.
so i didnt understand..
and him sleeping did not help at all.
so was it a waste if money?
hahaha.
ok.. apart from the plot,
the movie was quite dazzling.
at least it made me feel like flying on brooms...

and we sat at the fountain of wealth
eating a tub of haagen daz's ice cream.
i have been to suntec so many times
but never did took time to sit there
and watch the waters..
so as i sat there,
it was quite beautiful.
and just enjoy the music being played.

speaking about music.
i have changed the background music
'way back into love'
a nice and sweet song.
i didnt get to watch the movie though.

ok..
will stop here.
have to fry the chicken wings.
and then its off to mum's workplace.
till my next entry.

her teardrops...11:45 PM

faith

Saturday, July 14, 2007

mum says i must have faith.
so i will have faith.
i must and i do.
since we never know for sure
we should face whatever that comes.
i must have faith.

her teardrops...8:05 PM

hurts

Friday, July 13, 2007

you know..
crying actually hurts.
the eyes become swollen.
and it has this 'sting-like' feeling.
but what hurts even more is the heart.

you know..
its kind of tiring
to carry all these by myself.
but i really dont know how to let go.
how do you let go?

you know..
im sad.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what to believe.
i dont know what to feel.

you know..
i dont think i can take it again.
once was bad..
so i dont think i can handle it.

my head hurts. my heart hurts. and my eyes hurts too.

her teardrops...6:05 PM

die hard

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

watched die hard 4.0 yesterday with him.

it was so so packed with action.

from the start to the end.

quite suprised that bruce willis

is still so full of energy.

he's 50 plus seh and the way he runs

is like a 20 year old.

and maggie q is quite sexy

and that villain guy, (i dunno whats his name)

is so charming..

and i thought villians are supposed to look bad.

hahaha.

and why is the movie called die hard?

is it because its hard for bruce willis to die?

or is it because the villains always die the hard way?

hahaha.

ok. lame. hahaha.

ooo.. and i finally got to eat at breeks.

hehehe.

the food was quite nice.

and he liked it too...

which means.. we can go there again!

hahahaha.

and after the movie we went to eat at haagen dazs.

the milkshake is nice.

but then the best blended chocolate drink

still has to be Godiva's.

hehehe.

but since its expensive

we have to watch it.

hahahaha.

im happy enough that i got to try it.

so its of no problem.

hehe.

hhmmm...

speaking abt food and desserts..

i think i have put on weight.
and its making my cheeks so tembam.

cant seem to get rid of it.

i wonder why all the fats go to my cheeks

and not my tummy

but then.. if go tummy also not good right?

hahahaha.

ok. whatever.

im contented.

hehehe.

he's happy. everyone's happy.

so im happy too lah..

chubby pun chubby lah kan..

ok..the pictures..

haha. cant help it. they look cute. haha.

this is the chicken melted dunno what.. nice.

the ice cream and milkshakes.

look at my cheeks. so chubby. so tembam. hahaha.

Labels: breeks, die hard, haagen dazs

her teardrops...2:09 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

nothing much to say
but lots of thoughts.

her teardrops...6:58 PM