my open tears

sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one

have faith, you.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

went out with syg yesterday.

watched mr woodcock.

suppose to be a comedy

and ya... funny lah

but then i felt it was quite sad also.

heh.

and i bought slippers..

pink colour.

yes. pink.

and it cost $50!

ya.. i know.

im crazy.

so the expensive.

i so cannot believe i bought it seh..

haha.

but its comfortable

so i guess its ok..

haha.

ish.

i think i will be wearing the slippers

until it like so old that cannot be worn.

or i might just keep it until i grow old.

like $50 seh.

im super crazy.

oh well..

worn it school oreadi just now.

heh.

oh and we ate at 2 hot halal cafe

hhmm..

not bad. not great either.

i do like the baked mussels.

heh.

and i was like super tired when i got back home.

i still am now.

haha.

whats new right.

heh.

and jannah!!!

aku masih lum jumpa kau!!!

hehe.

ok. will stop here.

ta...

the $50 slippers

her teardrops...8:38 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

hhmmm..
been a long and tiring week.
visiting and layan-ing people..
i tell you...
like my back's gonna break.

and just got back home.
went visiting at 6 houses.
so many people open house today seh.
but oh well..
it just means more food
and ya..
i ate at all houses.
see.. no pt lose weight during fasting month.
cos all the weight is gained back during the 1st day.
and considering that the 1st week is over,
i think i gained more than what i lost.
chet.

ok.. i want to upload photos..
but im like super tired.
and blogger is cranking up..
so forget it.
will do it another time.

her teardrops...10:59 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

ok..

first thing first.

this entry is like really really late..

but then again

better late then never kan?

hehe.

so..

selamat hari raya people..

me want to seek forgiveness to everyone..

i am not perfect

and i do make mistakes

so i hope and i wish i am forgiven...

hehe..

ok. next.

had a blast yesterday..

the amount of food i ate

is like...

omg!

5 houses and i ate at all houses.

still did not manage to visit or see all my relatives.

and today is the second day.

stayed home the whole day.

so the many people came ar.

my back like wanna break

and the kuehs like depleting..

hahaha.

and tomorrow and tomorrow

and the next tomorrow

and so many other tomorrows..

going to my other relative's house.

like its never ending gitu.

hahaha.

kewl.

oh ya..

shd i go to sch tomorrow?

dad say he will send me.

but then.. hhmm..

shd i?

ok. maybe i shd be a good girl and go.

but then..

hhmm..

hahaha.

ok. watch for my next entry if i go or not.

hahaha.

ok..

photos from the yesterday..

my sister and me.. heh.

dearest mum...

ok.. it goes.. stop! kau mencuri hati ku.. hati ku... (HAHA)

the most important picture of the lot. and i had to make sure we took it. haha.

and of course.. yours truly...

more will come..
hari raya is 1 month people! haha.

her teardrops...11:25 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

im like freaking the tired ar...

bake kuih tarts and kuih makmur.

and yesh..

my back is like breaking..

argh..

tired.

ok.

but still cool.

no sweat.

raya is so so coming..

hehehe.

5 more days..

heh.

then ketupat and rendang and so so much more

here i come!!!

hehehehe

tat thought makes me smile.

hehe.

went to sofra yesterday.

annual puasa date with syg

hehe.

hhmmm..

somehow, the food like a bit different from last year.
haha
but still nice.

especially the ice lemon tea.

i think they serve the best ice lemon tea.

so so so ice lemon tea.

ok. errmm. ya

the food...

and after that went to geylang

some last minute shopping for him.

and ya.. what else.

so the crowded ar..

cant breathe.

ok. thats a lie.

haha.

ouh..

an incident at vivo..

salesgirl: but this one.. suits u. u so young..

me: ouh. ok.

brother: she young ar?

salesgirl: ya.. i think younger then me.

brother & me: (laughing..) ouh.. you how old?

salesgirl: im 17. so i think u 15 ar..

me: (grinning..)

brother: (laughing like mad)

salesgirl: why u all laugh? eh, u how old?

me: hehehe. im 22 this yr.

salesgirl: huh???!!! sure or not. joking right.

me: no. serious. i am 22 in november.

at this point she looks seriously like dont believe me..

so.. i took out my ezlink.

salesgirl: wah! you really 22!

my mother: (yes, mother) ya. she 22. old right??!!

brother: ya. old oreadi.

me: thanks seh..

so, people.. im 15. hahaha.

him..and the 15 yr old girl. hehe.

her teardrops...10:15 PM

Friday, October 05, 2007

my backbone like wanna break..
and my chocolate chip cookie
is like taking forever to bake ar..
first time baking the chocolate chip cookie.
and i think its turning out
errmm..
a bit ugly seh.
hahaha.
dunno why..
but but but...
it taste good (im not fasting today, thats why can taste.heh)
hehehe.
puji diri sendiri.
tak tahu malu.
hahaha.

oh.. and yesterday went to vivo
dad had some work to do.
while waiting..
aper lagi..
me and mum go shopping ar.
hahaha.
bought a watch and a vest.

hhmm... the vest.
like i dunno why i buy it ar.
where can i wear it to seh?
but the vest nice so just buy.
tis is called impulse buying.
crap.
hahaha..

going to sofra tmr with syg.
cant wait!!!
and heading to geylang after it.
its going to be super crowded ar..
so geylang.
ok.
i have to go look at the cookies.
ciao.

her teardrops...4:58 PM

Monday, October 01, 2007

went to geylang yesterday.

so the super crowded ar.

like i cannot breathe and walk.

ok.

im exaggerating..

but still..

heh.

geylang is so geylang ar.

the lights look pretty good this year.

but then again..

it kinda looks the same every year.

haha.

so...

bought lampu klap klip.

so the nice!!!

its like ball shaped.

so nice ar.

and mum bought skinny jeans for me.

like she so cool.

haha.

and of course..

the food.

woo hoo.

haha.

oh...

and by the time i reached home,
im like fainting ar.

so the tired.

heading to geylang again next saturday.

tis time will be with syg.

if all goes well.

heh.

so today...

went for haircut after school.

and i think my fringe looks funny

its like slanted..

or is it suppose to be that way?

heh.

ok. whatever.

its already cut.

like that then...

hhmm...

is it me or is there something wrong with blogger?

ok. crap.

look at the fringe. chet. ok. im crazy..

oh.. i took these at the toilet. haha.

her teardrops...9:01 PM