sometimes what we wish for
is beyond our reach..
thats why they are called wishes...
but i believe that
life is full of hopes
i have to hold on to them
so that i can move on
the road ahead is a long one
have faith, you.
her name is aslin.
she prefers the quiet way of life.
she is simple with simple dreams
and she is very much contented with her life..
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 |
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hhmm.. i know i said i wasnt going to blog till my exams ends but just now i received a call from my sec sch friend. and what she told me has put me in a shock. even now im still shocked.
back in secondary school i had a crush on this guy. he was a year older then me i was in sec 3 then while he was in sec 4 he and the husband of another friend of mine were good friends. just now she called me saying,
her: aslin.. kau ingat GEL tak? (aslin.. u remember GEL?) me: GEL aper? (what GEL?) her: GEL lah.. yg kau suka dulu tu... (GEL lah.. the one u like last time) me: oh.. GEL itu. ah.. kenapa? (oh.. that GEL. ah.. why?) her: dia meninggal tau last sunday. (he passed away last sunday) me: silent. her: oi.. kau dgr tak? (oi.. u hear or not?) me: ah.. dengar. kau betul ni? kenapa? mcm mana? (yes.. serious? why, how?) her: dia kena langgar ngan kereta. (he got hit by a car) me: ah...ok. silent. her: and kau tahu tak? dia ada simpan gambar kau lah and dia ader bilang azmi yg that time dia pun suka kau. (and u know.. he got keep ur picture and he told azmi that he liked you too) me: ye ke? entah lah.. eh, rai. aku tak pernah cakap hi kat dia. i never had a chance to talk or say hi to him... (really? dunno eh.. eh, rai, i never said hi to him)
hhmm... i am still in shocked. not because that he used to like me or whatever. but because i never had a chance to said hi or talk to him.. maybe if i did.. haiz. time is really short. i told syg. and he said, his time was up. dont remember the sad things. just remember the funny things that happened. ya.. i will..
you know how we came up with the nickname GEL? his hairstyle that time was so neat. he put like dunno how many gel on his hair ah. so we called him GEL.. and everytime he happens to be around our area, my friends will say, eh GEL.. GEL follow me.. and my face will go so so red. his name is Faizal.
ok. shall not think of it further. by the way, 2 papers are done. 3 more to go. monday and it will be over. hang on minah. |
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her teardrops...10:45 PM |
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